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Echoes Rising #1
Shadowboxing
Berlin, 1943. An encounter with an old friend leaves German physicist Dr. Kristopher Lehrer with doubts about his work. But when he confronts his superior, everything goes horribly wrong. Suddenly Kristopher and Michel, a member of the Resistance, are on the run, hunted for treason and a murder they did not commit. If they’re caught, Kristopher’s knowledge could be used to build a terrible weapon that could win the war.
When Michel contacts the Allies, hoping they can work together, it isn’t long before the so-called “simple” mission becomes anything but. With both men realizing they can no longer ignore their growing feelings for each other, Kristopher and Michel must fight—not just for a chance of a future together, but for their very survival.
When Michel contacts the Allies, hoping they can work together, it isn’t long before the so-called “simple” mission becomes anything but. With both men realizing they can no longer ignore their growing feelings for each other, Kristopher and Michel must fight—not just for a chance of a future together, but for their very survival.
266 pages, Paperback
First published January 19, 2012
About the author
Anne Barwell
22 books107 followersAnne Barwell lives in Wellington, New Zealand. She shares her home with two cats who are convinced that the house is run to suit them; this is an ongoing "discussion," and to date it appears as though the cats may be winning.
In 2008 she completed her conjoint BA in English Literature and Music/Bachelor of Teaching. She has worked as a music teacher, a primary school teacher, and now works in a library. She is a member of the Upper Hutt Science Fiction Club and plays violin for Hutt Valley Orchestra.
She is an avid reader across a wide range of genres and a watcher of far too many TV series and movies, although it can be argued that there is no such thing as "too many." These, of course, are best enjoyed with a decent cup of tea and further the continuing argument that the concept of "spare time" is really just a myth.
In 2008 she completed her conjoint BA in English Literature and Music/Bachelor of Teaching. She has worked as a music teacher, a primary school teacher, and now works in a library. She is a member of the Upper Hutt Science Fiction Club and plays violin for Hutt Valley Orchestra.
She is an avid reader across a wide range of genres and a watcher of far too many TV series and movies, although it can be argued that there is no such thing as "too many." These, of course, are best enjoyed with a decent cup of tea and further the continuing argument that the concept of "spare time" is really just a myth.
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February 1, 2012
4,5 stars
A book written with so much care and great attention to detail is a rare find in this genre.I've read many books using words and phrases in German language, but this is the first book where every word is correctly applied and written.
It reminded me of old-fashioned spy-novels.Told from almost every characters point of view in order to keep the story going with the occasional cliffhanger at the end of chapters but it worked and never got confusing.
Lots of dialogue and detailed descriptions makes this novel not a fast read, but I was never bored, just grew a little impatient at times.
Shadowboxing is the story of a rescue mission.A group of members of the Resistance is trying to get a German physicist - falsely accused of murder and with the final necessary details to build a powerful new weapon just in his head - from being captured by the Gestapo.
The story follows two m/m couples who admit their feelings for one another after some inner struggling amidst danger and persecution. Their romances fit perfectly to the time and place this book is set in and I especially found Matt and Ken's part very touching. Fair warning-there was no on-page sex. The love and the feelings came through and I did not miss it as it was not necessary in this book."
The ending had an unfinished feeling to it and there may be a sequel planned but on the other hand it fit the circumstances....
A big thank you to Td for helping me with this review - bringing my thoughts in some (I hope) useful order!
A book written with so much care and great attention to detail is a rare find in this genre.I've read many books using words and phrases in German language, but this is the first book where every word is correctly applied and written.
It reminded me of old-fashioned spy-novels.Told from almost every characters point of view in order to keep the story going with the occasional cliffhanger at the end of chapters but it worked and never got confusing.
Lots of dialogue and detailed descriptions makes this novel not a fast read, but I was never bored, just grew a little impatient at times.
Shadowboxing is the story of a rescue mission.A group of members of the Resistance is trying to get a German physicist - falsely accused of murder and with the final necessary details to build a powerful new weapon just in his head - from being captured by the Gestapo.
The story follows two m/m couples who admit their feelings for one another after some inner struggling amidst danger and persecution. Their romances fit perfectly to the time and place this book is set in and I especially found Matt and Ken's part very touching. Fair warning-there was no on-page sex. The love and the feelings came through and I did not miss it as it was not necessary in this book."
The ending had an unfinished feeling to it and there may be a sequel planned but on the other hand it fit the circumstances....
A big thank you to Td for helping me with this review - bringing my thoughts in some (I hope) useful order!
February 12, 2020
2.5 stars. Kristopher Lehrer may be a brilliant scientist, but he is somewhat naive and unaware of the importance of the special weapon project he is working on (which may be a nuclear bomb - but is never explained) - until his friend David, who is Jewish, asks “Have you any idea what kind of people you are working for? [...] Have you any idea of their real agenda?” Lehrer soon finds himself on the run with Michel, a member of the Resistance, and an Allied team (Matt, Ken, Liang + 2 others) who are tasked with getting the weapons secret out of Germany.
Barwell's plot is intriguing in concept, but falls short in the implementation. The mission team is like the gang that couldn't shoot straight. Nothing goes according to plan, and time and again, the team members stop and argue or talk about their feelings ... rather than RUN AWAY from the Nazis chasing them with guns and dogs. If this were a movie, you would be yelling at the screen "Don't stop in the alleyway and discuss the plan .... the Nazis are behind you .... lower your voices ... run ... no, no, don't set your gun down - what are you DOING? Just RUN ... for the love of god ...RUN!"
When the mission falls apart, Kristopher (Kit) goes on the run with Michel, while the rest of the team tries to rescue Matt from the Gestapo. Michel and Kit fall into insta-love, with no sexual magnetism, and no on-page sex or sensuality other than a few kisses. Meanwhile, Ken is determined to save Matt because he loves him, again with no discernible chemistry. And after the initial action sequence, the pace of the book becomes glacial, with background stories for several characters provided, and lots and lots of much ado about nothing.
I love historicals, and don't expect the author to extensively research every last thing about a period in time. BUT one of the mission team is in Berlin - in 1943 - in the midst of WWII - with his cover being he is an American businessman on a trip. No, No, No ...... it's in the middle of a WAR - the US closed down their embassy in December 1941 when Germany declared war on the US - there were NO frickin' American tourists allowed in Berlin. Okay, crazed history nut rant over ......
When the action finally amps up, there is a beyond-belief "wait, what now?" coincidence, another round of standing around rather than RUNNING, and a cliffhanger ending -- although there is a short preview of "Winter Duet," the second book in the Echoes Rising series. While I am a big fan of M/M historicals, I cannot recommend this book.
I received a galley copy from DSP Publications, via Gay Book Reviews, in exchange for an honest review.
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Barwell's plot is intriguing in concept, but falls short in the implementation. The mission team is like the gang that couldn't shoot straight. Nothing goes according to plan, and time and again, the team members stop and argue or talk about their feelings ... rather than RUN AWAY from the Nazis chasing them with guns and dogs. If this were a movie, you would be yelling at the screen "Don't stop in the alleyway and discuss the plan .... the Nazis are behind you .... lower your voices ... run ... no, no, don't set your gun down - what are you DOING? Just RUN ... for the love of god ...RUN!"
When the mission falls apart, Kristopher (Kit) goes on the run with Michel, while the rest of the team tries to rescue Matt from the Gestapo. Michel and Kit fall into insta-love, with no sexual magnetism, and no on-page sex or sensuality other than a few kisses. Meanwhile, Ken is determined to save Matt because he loves him, again with no discernible chemistry. And after the initial action sequence, the pace of the book becomes glacial, with background stories for several characters provided, and lots and lots of much ado about nothing.
I love historicals, and don't expect the author to extensively research every last thing about a period in time. BUT one of the mission team is in Berlin - in 1943 - in the midst of WWII - with his cover being he is an American businessman on a trip. No, No, No ...... it's in the middle of a WAR - the US closed down their embassy in December 1941 when Germany declared war on the US - there were NO frickin' American tourists allowed in Berlin. Okay, crazed history nut rant over ......
When the action finally amps up, there is a beyond-belief "wait, what now?" coincidence, another round of standing around rather than RUNNING, and a cliffhanger ending -- although there is a short preview of "Winter Duet," the second book in the Echoes Rising series. While I am a big fan of M/M historicals, I cannot recommend this book.
I received a galley copy from DSP Publications, via Gay Book Reviews, in exchange for an honest review.
Visit my blog, Sinfully Good Gay Book Reviews
May 13, 2014
I thought this story was meandering, long winded, and unrealistic. The gestapo were portrayed as idiots and the members of the resistance team were so terrible at their jobs that it was embarrassing. More than once, people are captured because they decided to stop running and talk, or have some dramatic emotional scene, when they should have BEEN RUNNING. Also, the notion that people could be caught by the SS and actually escape or be rescued is ridiculous and belittles the true nature of how hopeless life in Germany really was. This reads like Hogan's Heroes =P
Also, there are simply too many characters, with each getting a belabored and meaningless back-story that has no baring on the real plot, or even the subplot. Finally, the story drops off into nowhere with no real wrap up or satisfying ending at all.
Also, there are simply too many characters, with each getting a belabored and meaningless back-story that has no baring on the real plot, or even the subplot. Finally, the story drops off into nowhere with no real wrap up or satisfying ending at all.
October 5, 2014
WWII is understandably not everyone’s favourite period of history for all the obvious reasons, let alone when someone tries to write a romance in this period as there was nothing romantic about it for sure.
However, in a time when emotions and the stakes were high Anne Barwell manages to write a convincing M/M romance full of nail-biting action at a time when you could only really ever live for the present as trying to build and plan a future was next to impossible. That for me was one of the main messages that runs through this book, live for and enjoy every moment of the present as tomorrow is too uncertain to worry or even think about.
Kristopher (Kit) is a scientist and working on a project that as far as he is concerned will help solve many problems on a humanitarian basis. He is key to the project as only he has the ability and all the information with the secret equations and formulas that can complete the project. However, when he finds out the hidden agenda of the project that the NAZIS plan for the use of his work then it puts him into a personal conflict of conscience. His own personal anguish here was heart-breaking. Unknown to him he has been under observation from the resistance for sometime and when he can no longer keep his conscience from doing the right thing decides to tell his boss what he knows. This brings him in direct conflict with the system and due to an unfortunate accident raises the attention of the NAZIS. They only have one agenda at that is to finish the project for other advantages and now need to convince Kristopher to bring the project to a close. The NAZIS have a funny idea of convincing and is subsequently hunted and persecuted. Kristphoer only has one option left but to run for it, this is where the resistance then exposes themselves to him and help him flee.
This leads to the traditional cat and mouse style chase between Kristopher with the resistance and the Gestapo. This may sound somewhat clichéd but I assure you that due to Anne’s excellent writing and story telling she takes us through the hell that was the WWII. OMG, it must have been horrific to have lived under a regime that anyone who disagreed with their agenda and politics would have been persecuted and disappear overnight. What I liked very much was that Anne didn’t go entirely good guy / bad guy, she also showed a balanced view that despite the cruel regime that Germany was under at that time there were also others, also Germans, who were risking their own lives on a daily basis to fight against an evil that swept the country. This for me was important as all too often it would have been too easy to have gone down the “Hollywood style” road where there is no in-between, only good and bad end of story. Anne brings us a story about people putting their lives at risk everyday and some unfortunately even losing their lives for believing in a better future.
Kristopher knows he is different and has tried to ignore his feelings for a long time until he feels attracted to the resistance fighter, Michel, that is helping him to flee Germany. They have to get him to Switzerland or in the hands of the allies for his own safety. Michel is also drawn to Kristopher and a love builds up that is as forbidden as it can be. I mean shit, two guys, one French and one German, already on opposite sides of the fence anyway, but then to have these feelings at a time when homosexuality would never have been understood either for me makes the anguish of the hopelessness of their situation and love absolutely heart-breaking. They love each other and all they can do is live for the few fleeting moments they have together alone when they are not on the run. These few moments I personally found gut-wrenching. It really is a lesson in living for the moment as tomorrow you might not even be alive and only dreaming about what is effectively an impossible future. It is a slow burn romance, but then when writing an historical novel then I believe you also have to stay within the realms of credibility too and Anne does this very well. You could feel the intense love these guys had for each other, but never really being able consummate it due to time and circumstances.
Not only do we get the main romance between Kristopher and Michel, but also a second one develops between two of the other resistance fighters Matthew and Ken. These guys too have their story to tell and eventually the emotional guard breaks down and they finally admit to each other how they feel for each other. I had wondered first about the necessity of having a second M/M romance running through the story, is it too much? But Anne manages this very well and writes a believable scenario, that doesn’t interfere or take away the spotlight from Kristopher and Michel, but actually adds to the story.
I just loved the whole concept of this book from beginning to end. Realistic scenarios, resistance fighters and nail-biting situations where you feared for their lives. The book ends with a kind of closure, so could be read and left there, but this is the first part of a trilogy and I for one need to know whether Michel and Kristopher reach safety and if they’re chances of a future together can be realised.
However, in a time when emotions and the stakes were high Anne Barwell manages to write a convincing M/M romance full of nail-biting action at a time when you could only really ever live for the present as trying to build and plan a future was next to impossible. That for me was one of the main messages that runs through this book, live for and enjoy every moment of the present as tomorrow is too uncertain to worry or even think about.
Kristopher (Kit) is a scientist and working on a project that as far as he is concerned will help solve many problems on a humanitarian basis. He is key to the project as only he has the ability and all the information with the secret equations and formulas that can complete the project. However, when he finds out the hidden agenda of the project that the NAZIS plan for the use of his work then it puts him into a personal conflict of conscience. His own personal anguish here was heart-breaking. Unknown to him he has been under observation from the resistance for sometime and when he can no longer keep his conscience from doing the right thing decides to tell his boss what he knows. This brings him in direct conflict with the system and due to an unfortunate accident raises the attention of the NAZIS. They only have one agenda at that is to finish the project for other advantages and now need to convince Kristopher to bring the project to a close. The NAZIS have a funny idea of convincing and is subsequently hunted and persecuted. Kristphoer only has one option left but to run for it, this is where the resistance then exposes themselves to him and help him flee.
This leads to the traditional cat and mouse style chase between Kristopher with the resistance and the Gestapo. This may sound somewhat clichéd but I assure you that due to Anne’s excellent writing and story telling she takes us through the hell that was the WWII. OMG, it must have been horrific to have lived under a regime that anyone who disagreed with their agenda and politics would have been persecuted and disappear overnight. What I liked very much was that Anne didn’t go entirely good guy / bad guy, she also showed a balanced view that despite the cruel regime that Germany was under at that time there were also others, also Germans, who were risking their own lives on a daily basis to fight against an evil that swept the country. This for me was important as all too often it would have been too easy to have gone down the “Hollywood style” road where there is no in-between, only good and bad end of story. Anne brings us a story about people putting their lives at risk everyday and some unfortunately even losing their lives for believing in a better future.
Kristopher knows he is different and has tried to ignore his feelings for a long time until he feels attracted to the resistance fighter, Michel, that is helping him to flee Germany. They have to get him to Switzerland or in the hands of the allies for his own safety. Michel is also drawn to Kristopher and a love builds up that is as forbidden as it can be. I mean shit, two guys, one French and one German, already on opposite sides of the fence anyway, but then to have these feelings at a time when homosexuality would never have been understood either for me makes the anguish of the hopelessness of their situation and love absolutely heart-breaking. They love each other and all they can do is live for the few fleeting moments they have together alone when they are not on the run. These few moments I personally found gut-wrenching. It really is a lesson in living for the moment as tomorrow you might not even be alive and only dreaming about what is effectively an impossible future. It is a slow burn romance, but then when writing an historical novel then I believe you also have to stay within the realms of credibility too and Anne does this very well. You could feel the intense love these guys had for each other, but never really being able consummate it due to time and circumstances.
Not only do we get the main romance between Kristopher and Michel, but also a second one develops between two of the other resistance fighters Matthew and Ken. These guys too have their story to tell and eventually the emotional guard breaks down and they finally admit to each other how they feel for each other. I had wondered first about the necessity of having a second M/M romance running through the story, is it too much? But Anne manages this very well and writes a believable scenario, that doesn’t interfere or take away the spotlight from Kristopher and Michel, but actually adds to the story.
I just loved the whole concept of this book from beginning to end. Realistic scenarios, resistance fighters and nail-biting situations where you feared for their lives. The book ends with a kind of closure, so could be read and left there, but this is the first part of a trilogy and I for one need to know whether Michel and Kristopher reach safety and if they’re chances of a future together can be realised.
July 26, 2023
I'm enthralled. This book doesn't shy away from killing its characters, so the feeling that no one is safe brings forth the fear and anxiety of the characters in their plight for freedom and survival. It's one of those that is hard to put down. And the stakes are pretty high! So glad I have all three because I doubt I'd be able to tolerate waiting for the next of this series.
February 9, 2012
Review by Lisa
War is hell.
And finding love amidst the chaos of war is nearly impossible, but that’s precisely what Anne Barwell’s characters do in Shadowboxing, the suspenseful and action packed story of romance and danger set against the backdrop of Nazi run Germany during World War II.
Kristopher Lehrer is the brilliant scientist from a socially prominent family who is working to invent the A-bomb, though he’s operating in a need-to-know situation in which his superiors believe he doesn’t need to know that he’s little more than a cog in their war machine. Kristopher’s ignorance of his part in the Nazi’s plan, entirely unaware the formulas he’s manipulating will ultimately be used to a devastating end, leaves Kristopher dumbfounded once he understands his role in its creation. His duty to the Fatherland becomes inconsequential when compared to his conscience and compassion. They will, under no uncertain terms, allow him to support the führer in his insane bid for genocide and tyranny, especially after having recently lost his friend David, a Jew who disappears under mysterious circumstances, though not before the man delivers a grim and prophetic warning to Kristopher.
Escape is not a viable option but becomes Kristopher’s only choice as the thrilling race begins; the race to thwart the Nazi agenda, the race to save his own humanity as he steals the blueprints but is threatened time and time again by the Gestapo, who are determined to carry out Hitler’s mad bid for dominance.
Kristopher has help along the way, help from Michel, the Frenchman masquerading as a German soldier, as well as from the German Resistance and British and American allies. As the cat and mouse pursuit unfolds in dramatic fashion, the Gestapo always seeming to be one step ahead of the game, small battles are won and lost in the whole of the fight to outrun and thwart the enemy.
Parallel love stories run as an aside to the action and suspense as Michel and Kristopher, along with two American operatives, Matt and Ken, fight to overcome so many obstacles—including their own doubts and insecurities—to attempt to carve even the smallest bit of happiness from the impossible odds stacked against them. Their connections allow dreams of a future within a scenario of waking nightmares, offering a modicum of peace amongst the chaos.
There are no guarantees in life. In war, there are no guarantees of life beyond the next hour, the next day, and nothing pinpoints that fact as much as the way the author chose to end this book. Who knows whether these men lived to love another day? Who knows if either couple managed to carve a life together out of the rubble of a war that destroyed so many millions? Anne Barwell wisely chooses to allow the reader to finish the story and to imagine that life did indeed go on for these men in spite of the near insurmountable barriers they must overcome.
It might not be a wholly satisfying ending for some, but it worked for me, due in large part to the way the author drew me into the lives of her characters and made me want that happy ending for them, even if it’s one I have to imagine for them on my own.
War is hell.
And finding love amidst the chaos of war is nearly impossible, but that’s precisely what Anne Barwell’s characters do in Shadowboxing, the suspenseful and action packed story of romance and danger set against the backdrop of Nazi run Germany during World War II.
Kristopher Lehrer is the brilliant scientist from a socially prominent family who is working to invent the A-bomb, though he’s operating in a need-to-know situation in which his superiors believe he doesn’t need to know that he’s little more than a cog in their war machine. Kristopher’s ignorance of his part in the Nazi’s plan, entirely unaware the formulas he’s manipulating will ultimately be used to a devastating end, leaves Kristopher dumbfounded once he understands his role in its creation. His duty to the Fatherland becomes inconsequential when compared to his conscience and compassion. They will, under no uncertain terms, allow him to support the führer in his insane bid for genocide and tyranny, especially after having recently lost his friend David, a Jew who disappears under mysterious circumstances, though not before the man delivers a grim and prophetic warning to Kristopher.
Escape is not a viable option but becomes Kristopher’s only choice as the thrilling race begins; the race to thwart the Nazi agenda, the race to save his own humanity as he steals the blueprints but is threatened time and time again by the Gestapo, who are determined to carry out Hitler’s mad bid for dominance.
Kristopher has help along the way, help from Michel, the Frenchman masquerading as a German soldier, as well as from the German Resistance and British and American allies. As the cat and mouse pursuit unfolds in dramatic fashion, the Gestapo always seeming to be one step ahead of the game, small battles are won and lost in the whole of the fight to outrun and thwart the enemy.
Parallel love stories run as an aside to the action and suspense as Michel and Kristopher, along with two American operatives, Matt and Ken, fight to overcome so many obstacles—including their own doubts and insecurities—to attempt to carve even the smallest bit of happiness from the impossible odds stacked against them. Their connections allow dreams of a future within a scenario of waking nightmares, offering a modicum of peace amongst the chaos.
There are no guarantees in life. In war, there are no guarantees of life beyond the next hour, the next day, and nothing pinpoints that fact as much as the way the author chose to end this book. Who knows whether these men lived to love another day? Who knows if either couple managed to carve a life together out of the rubble of a war that destroyed so many millions? Anne Barwell wisely chooses to allow the reader to finish the story and to imagine that life did indeed go on for these men in spite of the near insurmountable barriers they must overcome.
It might not be a wholly satisfying ending for some, but it worked for me, due in large part to the way the author drew me into the lives of her characters and made me want that happy ending for them, even if it’s one I have to imagine for them on my own.
April 27, 2012
Forgive me as I digress before I get to the meat of my review of Shadowboxing. I want you to know why I was so keen on reading Anne Barwell's decidedly five-star story, and why I think it's a wonderful addition to the historical section of the gay romance shelves.
Recently I've seen an increasing number of TV news articles about the passing of the WWII generation, how few of those who fought are left. Sometimes the "human interest" is presented in such a way that the heroes of that war are distant ideas of men (rarely women), or ideals perhaps, rather than fully flesh and blood human beings. Those of us who are but a single generation removed know different. My uncle, a paratrooper, jumped and fought in the Pacific, but he was also an alcoholic and had a mean streak a mile wide. The step-father of my former brother-in-law survived the Bataan "Death March," but he was also an opinionated, stubborn man who liked his own way. My father, who enlisted as soon as he could but still a skoch too late for the combat he thought he wanted, helped keep supplies running for the Berlin airlift--and while this undersized Rhode Islander was there, he offered a German girl a ride on his bicycle handlebars, wooed her, married her, and sent her "home" to wait for him. Yep, my mother, and she herself had survived the bombing of Frankfurt. My point? Just as in every generation, every war, life went on in full for those in the midst of WWII on both sides of every line, and that life included strife, and humor, love stories that seem improbable or even impossible.
The love story Barwell has given the reader in Shadowboxing is like that--it seems impossible, or at least improbable. Kristopher Lehrer (Kit), A German scientist, naiively unknowing, has been working on "the bomb." He convinced himself for a long time that the product is a tool of peace, but the horrible moment arrives when he realizes his error--the way I wrote that it sounds almost cliche, but Barwell made it anything but. It is fortunate that a resistance organization has infiltrated the research facility where Herr Lehrer has been working, and specifically a young resister has been watching Kit, and when Kit's world falls apart, Michel is there to help him save himself and possibly the world. That's as far as I'll go with the story, as I like to avoid spoilers.
But how about that wartime romance? The scientist and the infiltrator? And with so many other differences in background between them, they may as well have lived on different planets. Unlikely, right? But when Barwell serves it up, it feels absolutely inevitable. Shadowboxing is a well-told love story, war story, spy story, and story of simple humanity with all the pain and beauty that implies. I appreciate this novel for daring to deal with that not-quite-comfortable period in history that wasn't really all that long ago, for recognizing that gay men surely loved each other then as now and portraying that love as priceless, and just because a darn good book. I loved it. I'll read it again. I recommend it to everyone who likes a little meat on the bones of their romance.
Recently I've seen an increasing number of TV news articles about the passing of the WWII generation, how few of those who fought are left. Sometimes the "human interest" is presented in such a way that the heroes of that war are distant ideas of men (rarely women), or ideals perhaps, rather than fully flesh and blood human beings. Those of us who are but a single generation removed know different. My uncle, a paratrooper, jumped and fought in the Pacific, but he was also an alcoholic and had a mean streak a mile wide. The step-father of my former brother-in-law survived the Bataan "Death March," but he was also an opinionated, stubborn man who liked his own way. My father, who enlisted as soon as he could but still a skoch too late for the combat he thought he wanted, helped keep supplies running for the Berlin airlift--and while this undersized Rhode Islander was there, he offered a German girl a ride on his bicycle handlebars, wooed her, married her, and sent her "home" to wait for him. Yep, my mother, and she herself had survived the bombing of Frankfurt. My point? Just as in every generation, every war, life went on in full for those in the midst of WWII on both sides of every line, and that life included strife, and humor, love stories that seem improbable or even impossible.
The love story Barwell has given the reader in Shadowboxing is like that--it seems impossible, or at least improbable. Kristopher Lehrer (Kit), A German scientist, naiively unknowing, has been working on "the bomb." He convinced himself for a long time that the product is a tool of peace, but the horrible moment arrives when he realizes his error--the way I wrote that it sounds almost cliche, but Barwell made it anything but. It is fortunate that a resistance organization has infiltrated the research facility where Herr Lehrer has been working, and specifically a young resister has been watching Kit, and when Kit's world falls apart, Michel is there to help him save himself and possibly the world. That's as far as I'll go with the story, as I like to avoid spoilers.
But how about that wartime romance? The scientist and the infiltrator? And with so many other differences in background between them, they may as well have lived on different planets. Unlikely, right? But when Barwell serves it up, it feels absolutely inevitable. Shadowboxing is a well-told love story, war story, spy story, and story of simple humanity with all the pain and beauty that implies. I appreciate this novel for daring to deal with that not-quite-comfortable period in history that wasn't really all that long ago, for recognizing that gay men surely loved each other then as now and portraying that love as priceless, and just because a darn good book. I loved it. I'll read it again. I recommend it to everyone who likes a little meat on the bones of their romance.
February 17, 2012
Shadowboxing takes place in 1943 Germany. Dr. Kristopher Lehrer is on the run, accused of a murder he did not commit. He also possess knowledge that could be catastrophic if he's forced to reveal it to the Gestapo.
With Lehrer is Michel, a member of the Resistance. While on the run, the two develop strong feelings for each other, but both resist it with an uncertain future ahead of them.
A good story, but a bit wordy in some place. I started to realize this once I found myself skimming over paragraphs. We're also shown the point of view of characters other than Lehrer or Michel, but I felt some of them weren't necessary. There was also another possible romance floating around, too.
Once I finished, I realized I couldn't pinpoint some of the characters' personalities, even the main ones. However, I did like the two female characters in the book: Clara (Lehrer's sister) and Juliane (a sister of a member of the Gestapo). They were both brave, unflinching in the view of danger.
The ending leaves us up in the air. Everyone is still on the run, so we're left to decide for ourselves who survives and who doesn't. I do like endings that aren't definite endings, but I felt this was kind of abrupt.
Overall, a good story set in Berlin during WWII. What a suffocating place that was.
I was provided a galley of this from NetGalley. This didn't affect my opinions.
With Lehrer is Michel, a member of the Resistance. While on the run, the two develop strong feelings for each other, but both resist it with an uncertain future ahead of them.
A good story, but a bit wordy in some place. I started to realize this once I found myself skimming over paragraphs. We're also shown the point of view of characters other than Lehrer or Michel, but I felt some of them weren't necessary. There was also another possible romance floating around, too.
Once I finished, I realized I couldn't pinpoint some of the characters' personalities, even the main ones. However, I did like the two female characters in the book: Clara (Lehrer's sister) and Juliane (a sister of a member of the Gestapo). They were both brave, unflinching in the view of danger.
The ending leaves us up in the air. Everyone is still on the run, so we're left to decide for ourselves who survives and who doesn't. I do like endings that aren't definite endings, but I felt this was kind of abrupt.
Overall, a good story set in Berlin during WWII. What a suffocating place that was.
I was provided a galley of this from NetGalley. This didn't affect my opinions.
June 7, 2016
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.25 stars
Shadowboxing is a story full of emotions, but it is not sexually explicit. This reminds the reader of Michel and Kristopher’s innocence and their need to keep their love a secret. I thought the fade to black scenes worked perfectly in the context of the novel.
Despite the majority of Barwell’s characters being male, she does not ignore the courage of the women involved in the war, in particular Clara, Elise, the nuns, and Juliane. They are just as much part of Shadowboxing as Matt, Michel, Kristopher, and Holm are and it is the women who play vital roles in the men’s survival. I did find that because there is such a cast of characters in Shadowboxing, I would forget who was who and their backstory, particularly in the case of the small Resistance group. I was also a little baffled by later developments between two of these men.
Shadowboxing is a thought-provoking novel that is insightful in the way it addresses several issues about the control of the Nazis and the war. Kristopher and Michel’s romance never feels out of place and the fast-paced story mesmerizes the reader. I would recommend Shadowboxing to those who enjoy historical romances and interwoven plots.
Read Kirsty’s review in its entirety here.
4.25 stars
Shadowboxing is a story full of emotions, but it is not sexually explicit. This reminds the reader of Michel and Kristopher’s innocence and their need to keep their love a secret. I thought the fade to black scenes worked perfectly in the context of the novel.
Despite the majority of Barwell’s characters being male, she does not ignore the courage of the women involved in the war, in particular Clara, Elise, the nuns, and Juliane. They are just as much part of Shadowboxing as Matt, Michel, Kristopher, and Holm are and it is the women who play vital roles in the men’s survival. I did find that because there is such a cast of characters in Shadowboxing, I would forget who was who and their backstory, particularly in the case of the small Resistance group. I was also a little baffled by later developments between two of these men.
Shadowboxing is a thought-provoking novel that is insightful in the way it addresses several issues about the control of the Nazis and the war. Kristopher and Michel’s romance never feels out of place and the fast-paced story mesmerizes the reader. I would recommend Shadowboxing to those who enjoy historical romances and interwoven plots.
Read Kirsty’s review in its entirety here.
November 10, 2020
The Berlin of 1943, looked at from today’s perspective, is part of a very different world than the one we live in today. ‘Shadowboxing’ is set in a time I only know from history books and the stories told by my parents, who were teenagers when the war ended. It is a tale of love and betrayal, survival and revenge. It has a whole group of fascinating characters some of whom are linked through family and past events, several complicated subplots, and is clearly the beginning of what looks like a very promising series. It isn’t often that I read historicals, but I was curious about this one – what with the scientist struggling with his conscience and lots of action and suspense. Anne Barwell has done lots of excellent world building to let this historic time come alive, and it felt eerily realistic to me.
Please find my full review of the second edition on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Please find my full review of the second edition on Rainbow Book Reviews.
July 14, 2013
Enjoyed this so much more than either Cat's Quill or Magic's Muse. For me it had better pace and just as I like it lots more action though the ending leaves the reader wanting more. I sincerely hope the author produces a sequel sooner rather than later.
February 26, 2012
Action-packed war-time thriller, that is well researched and peppered with lots of romantic moments.
Love to think that at some stage there might be a sequel out there.
Love to think that at some stage there might be a sequel out there.
April 26, 2013
4.5 stars. Very clearly this book is the start of a series, and it left me with a lot of questions. But that's the fun of a series, there is more to discover.
November 9, 2020
Anne Barwell brings back her re-edited version of “Shawdowboxing” from 2016. Readers are transported to war, torn Berlin, Germany in 1943 and introduced to Dr. Kristopher Lehrer and Michel Faber along with a heroic band of Resistance fighters and Allies.
Dr. Kristopher “Kit” Lehrer has worked hard and put his focus on a very special project. He believes the project will benefit everyone in the world. He meets with an old friend, David Reuben, who warns him that something is not right with the project and the people he works with. With the persistent nagging of the warning, David now missing and a terrifying dream, Kit goes to Dr. Kluge with his concerns. When Dr. Kluge takes too long to meet with him, Kit discovers the horrifying truth. As the truth continues to weigh on him, he makes one more attempt to confront Dr. Kluge and he finds himself in his own nightmare. When he’s discovered by Obergefreiter Schmitz, a soldier protecting the small group of scientist, Kit finds all is not what it seems. Schmitz is actually Michel Faber a Resistance fighter, brave and willing to get Kit out of danger and his secret to Switzerland.
Michel Faber, Captain Matt Bryant, Sgt. Ken Lowe, Dr. Zhou Llang, Ed Walker and Trevor Palmer form the courageous combination of Resistance and Allies.
There’s also three very fierce woman who fight for Resistance: Dr. Clara Lehrer, Elise Schuster and Juliane Dunst. All of these brave individuals come from different walks of life and countries: America, France, China, Japan, and Germany to fight for freedom.
But freedom comes easy for no one when they have to face the cruelty, torture and even death from: Herr SS Standartenfuher Karl Holm, Margarete Huber, SS Obersturmfuhrer Reiniger and the Nazi’s/Gestapo.
In 2016, when I selected “Shadowboxing” by Anne Barwell to review, I had no idea that she would turn out to be a favorite author and the “Echoes Rising” series would become a favorite read without it being a mystery. Yes, the story is about war, history, torture, the cruelty of Nazi’s and Gestapo. It’s suspenseful with intense action and heartbreaking moments, love and loyalty.
Besides all the amazing characters there’s a gradual relationship that grows between Kit and Michel and a surprising one with Matt and Ken. I also like the contrast that Barwell presents with Clara, Kit’s sister and Juliane Dunst, Karl Holm’s sister. She presents two very opposite men and the love and loyalty that their sisters have for them.
For me this is an intriguing and serious read, with such in-depth characters with their: secrets, hopes, fears, guilt, love, and courage that takes them into danger and makes them a unique group of heroes.
“Shadowboxing” will always be was an outstanding read for me no matter how many times I read it. The new cover art certainly tells the story. So glad that Anne Barwell is getting the second installment “Winter Duet” of the “Echoes Rising” series ready for re-release soon.
Dr. Kristopher “Kit” Lehrer has worked hard and put his focus on a very special project. He believes the project will benefit everyone in the world. He meets with an old friend, David Reuben, who warns him that something is not right with the project and the people he works with. With the persistent nagging of the warning, David now missing and a terrifying dream, Kit goes to Dr. Kluge with his concerns. When Dr. Kluge takes too long to meet with him, Kit discovers the horrifying truth. As the truth continues to weigh on him, he makes one more attempt to confront Dr. Kluge and he finds himself in his own nightmare. When he’s discovered by Obergefreiter Schmitz, a soldier protecting the small group of scientist, Kit finds all is not what it seems. Schmitz is actually Michel Faber a Resistance fighter, brave and willing to get Kit out of danger and his secret to Switzerland.
Michel Faber, Captain Matt Bryant, Sgt. Ken Lowe, Dr. Zhou Llang, Ed Walker and Trevor Palmer form the courageous combination of Resistance and Allies.
There’s also three very fierce woman who fight for Resistance: Dr. Clara Lehrer, Elise Schuster and Juliane Dunst. All of these brave individuals come from different walks of life and countries: America, France, China, Japan, and Germany to fight for freedom.
But freedom comes easy for no one when they have to face the cruelty, torture and even death from: Herr SS Standartenfuher Karl Holm, Margarete Huber, SS Obersturmfuhrer Reiniger and the Nazi’s/Gestapo.
In 2016, when I selected “Shadowboxing” by Anne Barwell to review, I had no idea that she would turn out to be a favorite author and the “Echoes Rising” series would become a favorite read without it being a mystery. Yes, the story is about war, history, torture, the cruelty of Nazi’s and Gestapo. It’s suspenseful with intense action and heartbreaking moments, love and loyalty.
Besides all the amazing characters there’s a gradual relationship that grows between Kit and Michel and a surprising one with Matt and Ken. I also like the contrast that Barwell presents with Clara, Kit’s sister and Juliane Dunst, Karl Holm’s sister. She presents two very opposite men and the love and loyalty that their sisters have for them.
For me this is an intriguing and serious read, with such in-depth characters with their: secrets, hopes, fears, guilt, love, and courage that takes them into danger and makes them a unique group of heroes.
“Shadowboxing” will always be was an outstanding read for me no matter how many times I read it. The new cover art certainly tells the story. So glad that Anne Barwell is getting the second installment “Winter Duet” of the “Echoes Rising” series ready for re-release soon.
November 10, 2020
The Berlin of 1943, looked at from today’s perspective, is part of a very different world than the one we live in today. ‘Shadowboxing’ is set in a time I only know from history books and the stories told by my parents, who were teenagers when the war ended. It is a tale of love and betrayal, survival and revenge. It has a whole group of fascinating characters some of whom are linked through family and past events, several complicated subplots, and is clearly the beginning of what looks like a very promising series. It isn’t often that I read historicals, but I was curious about this one – what with the scientist struggling with his conscience and lots of action and suspense. Anne Barwell has done lots of excellent world building to let this historic time come alive, and it felt eerily realistic to me.
Please find my full review edition on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Please find my full review edition on Rainbow Book Reviews.
March 30, 2022
Six Stars!
Wow! I don't know where to start. The atmosphere, the desperation of that time demands the reader's full attention. I was completely engrossed in the characters and their world. I felt their confusion, their pain and their bewilderment of what their lives had become. All of the characters were real in my head. They demanded my attention and my emotions.
This story had many parts, but they worked together to touch me. There is another book set in Germany that also captured the time of the Nazis, but at the start. The Sleepwalkers by Paul Grossman. Not a love story but also a book like this one t mg at brought that horrible history down to a small story of the ordinary people affected. I recommend both books. I have not forgotten the one. I will not forget the story of the people in this one. This is my first book by author Anne Barwell. It will not be my last. How have I missed her stories? I must read the next in this series!
Wow! I don't know where to start. The atmosphere, the desperation of that time demands the reader's full attention. I was completely engrossed in the characters and their world. I felt their confusion, their pain and their bewilderment of what their lives had become. All of the characters were real in my head. They demanded my attention and my emotions.
This story had many parts, but they worked together to touch me. There is another book set in Germany that also captured the time of the Nazis, but at the start. The Sleepwalkers by Paul Grossman. Not a love story but also a book like this one t mg at brought that horrible history down to a small story of the ordinary people affected. I recommend both books. I have not forgotten the one. I will not forget the story of the people in this one. This is my first book by author Anne Barwell. It will not be my last. How have I missed her stories? I must read the next in this series!
December 30, 2022
As ever Anne Barwell does not let the reader down. you are dragged into WWII and to the lives of characters on the run from the Nazis. the book is full of characters you can not but love and route for. it is part of a series and it does not leave you with knowing what the end will be like even after you finish the first book. characters are introduced and killed off (OMG), escape, captured and recaptured. the story also opens you to the other side of the baddies, what drives them and perhaps you feel that further down the road, their humanity might , just might come to the front. definitely a great read and one that I would advised all to read and rad again. the author builds a very viid picture of what life was like under Nazi Germany for all. masterful
November 8, 2020
As a physicist with an interest in WWII weapons and the Resistance this book checked all the boxes for me. The author creates wonderful characters and places them in a well developed world. The suspense ratchets up throughout the novel and I guarantee your fingernails will be shorter at the end than before you started reading. The author has an affinity for this time period and handles it well. I look forward to many more novels in this series.
May 1, 2021
A story going nowhere with uninteresting characters. Too many characters with tedious backstory. Completely unrealistic. The one thing that could have saved this book: an amazing chemistry between Michel and Kristopher, alas, I didn't find it.
May 28, 2016
Review originally published at Book of Bogan
Shadowboxing is like a Russian doll, where each layer is even more annoying than the last. But we'll get to that metaphor later.
Sure it has an interesting enough premise - a German scientist working on a super-secret weapon for the Nazis discovers that the Nazis are actually really bad guys. (SSurprise!) He decides that he should tell his immediate superior of his sudden change of heart, because that's always a good idea in an authoritarian dictatorship. What could possibly go wrong?
And that's when things get weird...
There a group of resistance fighters... I guess... and allied personnel who are there to rescue him... or just get themselves into a whole shitpot of trouble... it's really really unclear. Dr Lehrer wants to defect with the super secret plans to the super secret macguffin before he is captured and killed by the super nasty Nazis.
There is a lot going on in this book. There are a lot of random characters who keep getting introduced seemingly at random, and I neither have the time, or the inclination to give a f**k about any of them. There were guys getting tortured, guys getting killed, guys getting guys... it's like this book is actually more about romance than an actual spy novel.
I really hate books which lie to me. I don't read romance novels, they really aren't my thing. I like books about war and s**t. So don't try to sell me a romance book dressed up as a wartime thriller. It might seem as though there is going to be some action and violence break out at any moment, but the more you unpack this mess, it just reveals more of the same, until you're left with a bunch of half plots and ideas.
I stopped caring about any of the bulls**t excuse for a plot which was rambling on towards a pitiful excuse for an ending once I realised there was no actual meat and potatoes to this nonsense. I had no idea where any of it was taking place, where any of the character vignettes were in relation to any of the others.
The title of this book is rather apt - it might look like a real sport, but at the end of the day it's just one guy (in this case the author) tossing about, and pulling their punches. Just a ridiculous pile of poorly strung together rubbish.
I received a review copy of this book from the publisher through NetGalley.
Shadowboxing is like a Russian doll, where each layer is even more annoying than the last. But we'll get to that metaphor later.
Sure it has an interesting enough premise - a German scientist working on a super-secret weapon for the Nazis discovers that the Nazis are actually really bad guys. (SSurprise!) He decides that he should tell his immediate superior of his sudden change of heart, because that's always a good idea in an authoritarian dictatorship. What could possibly go wrong?
And that's when things get weird...
There a group of resistance fighters... I guess... and allied personnel who are there to rescue him... or just get themselves into a whole shitpot of trouble... it's really really unclear. Dr Lehrer wants to defect with the super secret plans to the super secret macguffin before he is captured and killed by the super nasty Nazis.
There is a lot going on in this book. There are a lot of random characters who keep getting introduced seemingly at random, and I neither have the time, or the inclination to give a f**k about any of them. There were guys getting tortured, guys getting killed, guys getting guys... it's like this book is actually more about romance than an actual spy novel.
I really hate books which lie to me. I don't read romance novels, they really aren't my thing. I like books about war and s**t. So don't try to sell me a romance book dressed up as a wartime thriller. It might seem as though there is going to be some action and violence break out at any moment, but the more you unpack this mess, it just reveals more of the same, until you're left with a bunch of half plots and ideas.
I stopped caring about any of the bulls**t excuse for a plot which was rambling on towards a pitiful excuse for an ending once I realised there was no actual meat and potatoes to this nonsense. I had no idea where any of it was taking place, where any of the character vignettes were in relation to any of the others.
The title of this book is rather apt - it might look like a real sport, but at the end of the day it's just one guy (in this case the author) tossing about, and pulling their punches. Just a ridiculous pile of poorly strung together rubbish.
I received a review copy of this book from the publisher through NetGalley.
June 1, 2016
Dr. Kristopher “Kitt” Lehrer is a physicist in war torn, 1943 German. Kitt holds the key to the most dangerous weapon known to mankind, though it takes him some time to realize what he holds—when an accident finds him accused of murder.
The Allies send in Captain Matthew “Matt” Bryant and Sergeant Ken Lowe
to work with the Resistance to rescue Kitt and keep the last piece of the puzzle out of the Nazi’s hands. Matt puts his life on the line and is captured and tortured by the Gestapo, but Ken goes above and beyond to rescue Matt.
While Kitt and Michel are on the run, they get help from many sources, even brave Germans who help in the Resistance and chanced being tortured or killed while risking their lives for freedom. The more time that Kitt and Michel spend with each other, their feelings for each other start to develop.
There are other brave characters in this storyline too: Michel is a man who works for the Resistance, and he aides Kitt in escaping the clutches of the Gestapo; Doctor Clara Lehrer, Kitt’s sister; Elise Schuster has a connection to Matt and Juliane Dunst, who has a connection to Karl Holm. I also found Dr. Zhou Liang to be an interesting character—seems like he has an unusual interest in Juliane.
In Shadowboxing we find the Resistance and Allies going up against Nazis and the Gestapo. Besides those brave Germans who help in the Resistance, many of our heroes have to be extra careful because of their ethnicity and homosexuality, which adds to the danger. The storyline also addresses loyalty, family, and losing loved ones, and brings deep feelings and acceptance to the forefront for many of the characters.
Besides giving us some very solid characters, Anne Barwell also gives us a suspenseful, action packed, old-time war thriller. While the heroes are on the run, we never know what they will come up against, or what they will face if and when they are captured by the enemy. You may feel bereft at the end of Shadowboxing, but do not fear—there’s another book coming in the Echoes Rising series, Winter Duet.
Reviewed by Maryann for The Novel Approach Reviews
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The Allies send in Captain Matthew “Matt” Bryant and Sergeant Ken Lowe
to work with the Resistance to rescue Kitt and keep the last piece of the puzzle out of the Nazi’s hands. Matt puts his life on the line and is captured and tortured by the Gestapo, but Ken goes above and beyond to rescue Matt.
While Kitt and Michel are on the run, they get help from many sources, even brave Germans who help in the Resistance and chanced being tortured or killed while risking their lives for freedom. The more time that Kitt and Michel spend with each other, their feelings for each other start to develop.
There are other brave characters in this storyline too: Michel is a man who works for the Resistance, and he aides Kitt in escaping the clutches of the Gestapo; Doctor Clara Lehrer, Kitt’s sister; Elise Schuster has a connection to Matt and Juliane Dunst, who has a connection to Karl Holm. I also found Dr. Zhou Liang to be an interesting character—seems like he has an unusual interest in Juliane.
In Shadowboxing we find the Resistance and Allies going up against Nazis and the Gestapo. Besides those brave Germans who help in the Resistance, many of our heroes have to be extra careful because of their ethnicity and homosexuality, which adds to the danger. The storyline also addresses loyalty, family, and losing loved ones, and brings deep feelings and acceptance to the forefront for many of the characters.
Besides giving us some very solid characters, Anne Barwell also gives us a suspenseful, action packed, old-time war thriller. While the heroes are on the run, we never know what they will come up against, or what they will face if and when they are captured by the enemy. You may feel bereft at the end of Shadowboxing, but do not fear—there’s another book coming in the Echoes Rising series, Winter Duet.
Reviewed by Maryann for The Novel Approach Reviews
http://www.thenovelapproachreviews.co...
June 8, 2012
A book full of cliffhangers!
There were so many times as I read this book that my mouth dropped open and I said, "Wait! What just happened?!" While the main story line had somewhat of an outcome, many of the threads were left hanging, clearly leaving room for sequels.
This is a story of war, and as such it was gritty and dark. Although I'm not all that familiar with the time frame, it felt like careful research was done, and there was great attention to detail. The romance in the story was subdued, but when it broke through it was quite lovingly written. As the story went on it divided into two distinct relationships. The one between Matt and Ken was never finalized, and I'm sure their story will come through in a sequel.
The developing story between Kristopher and Michel was a joy to watch unfold. I was completely captivated by the obvious love these two shared, and breathed a sigh of relief at the end when they finally were able to consummate what each felt for the other.
Highly recommended!
There were so many times as I read this book that my mouth dropped open and I said, "Wait! What just happened?!" While the main story line had somewhat of an outcome, many of the threads were left hanging, clearly leaving room for sequels.
This is a story of war, and as such it was gritty and dark. Although I'm not all that familiar with the time frame, it felt like careful research was done, and there was great attention to detail. The romance in the story was subdued, but when it broke through it was quite lovingly written. As the story went on it divided into two distinct relationships. The one between Matt and Ken was never finalized, and I'm sure their story will come through in a sequel.
The developing story between Kristopher and Michel was a joy to watch unfold. I was completely captivated by the obvious love these two shared, and breathed a sigh of relief at the end when they finally were able to consummate what each felt for the other.
Highly recommended!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 9, 2015
I really enjoyed the complexities of the characters in this story. Kristopher has been so ensconced in his work that he didn't really stop to see what was going on around him or what his work's end product would be used for. Once the truth starts to seep into his conscience, Kit does what he must. Watching him trying to decide who is who and who he can trust is well written and totally captured my attention.
September 10, 2015
while reading, I was frustrated. ...it was like listening to my son tell a story...yeah, I got it the first time you said it. Then, the book ended and the story wasn't over. I did enjoy the action and suspense.
February 8, 2012
2.5 there's a lot of running around, yet never getting anywhere ...
September 12, 2016
Where did the ending go?! So disappointed.
October 30, 2014
I read this book a while back from a paperback trade edition. I enjoyed the love story and the suspense was very good.
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