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169 pages, Paperback
First published June 7, 2022
It's noon; my sister must be aboard her cruise ship by now. I can just see her gazing excitedly at the array of interactive screens showing maps of the ship marked with little flags: '...over twenty stations of international food.'
I wonder:When my sister isn't there, who takes care of my mother?
I felt I had the right to not be a trustworthy person. It was good to make that clear, even if it worked against my professional future; from now on you should be aware that assigning me a job includes the possibility that I'll quit halfway through. That was more or less how I put it. It was the closest I would come in this business to an outburst of dignity.
Sometimes I feel like two people live inside me, and one of those people (the good one) keeps the other in check, but sometimes she gets tired and lowers her guard and then the other (evil) one stealthily emerges, with a mad desire to wound just for the sake of it.
How quickly the shell of a routine is shattered.
Any routine, however solid it may be, is obliterated by the unexpected.