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264 pages, Paperback
First published July 18, 2013
It wasn't supposed to happen like that, that fast, that hard. No one fell like that. I didn't believe in love at first sight, first fuck, or first anything. So why did I feel like Aaron Sutter had just been walking around waiting for me his whole life?
"What are you thinking?"
"Just trying to figure out what you see in me."
"What?"
"No, not like 'poor me, I'm so repulsive, what the fuck were you thinking?' But more like, I am so not your type. You like cute little twink boys."
He reached for my hand and I let him take it.
"You don't hafta tell me."
"It's just you. I saw you, and I can't see anybody else anymore."
"We're going to do our jobs here and then go back to Chicago because I really want to take you home."
"Why?"
"I'm ready for my life to start."
"You want promises, but you're scared to ask for them." It was a statement.
"Yes," he cried, and I knew it hurt to answer because it was true.
"Because everybody leaves you," I uttered his fear.
"Yes."
"Not anymore."
"I just want to lie on top of you and feel your bare skin under mine. I could do it for hours if you let me.”
“It’s just you. I saw you, and I can’t see anybody else anymore.”
"He was my reward for living and not giving up and holding out for what was real. Heart, head, and body all aligned––finally––at once. He annihilated me.”