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266 pages, ebook
First published August 24, 2015
This time my mother got cancer less than a year out of the hospital after a series of strokes that nearly killed her. So I wrote the first two 10K stories of a Hercules series where his 12 labors basically become a long series of abuse and dub-con. Yeah, I don't know that those stories will every go past my flist.
And I wrote Without a Net. Does Ollie come through in the end? Hey, this is me. I do get to the happy or at least happier ending. However, this is dark and abusive and grim. Ollie is a tough sub, a cop who can endure anything if he has that glimmer of hope that he might get to shoot someone in the head on the other side. However, some readers are going to hate how much he goes through before he gets a chance.
"If we were in a relationship, I would be a shade Dom. I would know every twitch of your body better than you do, and I would enjoy playing with every reaction. You'd give up your safe word, not because I wanted to hurt you, but because I planned to drive you so far into an endorphin reaction that you couldn't use it even if you were in serious trouble."
"Sometimes the head gets rewired and you can't go back."
Now that he knew the truth, he couldn’t stop thinking about all the ways he could have signaled his unwillingness to have sex. It wasn’t like his hands had been restrained. And that led to thoughts that he was being unreasonably harsh on himself, which led to worries that he was psychologically less than healthy, which brought him back to anger...and the whole cycle began again.
"People think love is some cute baby in diapers with a toy bow and arrows. Let me tell you, love is a badass fucker in leather, and he’s a hard-core sadist to boot. The man doesn’t fire arrows; he launches intercontinental missiles. Love is scary as hell, but man up and deal with it.”