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338 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 20, 2015
“I know that you don’t have a reason to believe my word right now. But you will. I can’t change the past, but I can change the future.”
“I could not stand the thought of seeing you with someone else. A Facebook page showing you happy in another relationship. I know that was selfish because I did want you to be happy. I...I guess I was a coward. I just did not want the evidence of you without me. But I also didn’t feel like I could try to get your forgiveness. It took me a helluva long time in counseling to see what had happened to myself. How could I even try to get you to understand?”
“We had a past. I fucked it up, but that’s still in the past. What about now? What about the future? Is there any way you can forgive me? Give me another chance? Give us a chance?”
“I’m not the same man I was, Mackenna. I can’t promise that I won’t ever make you mad or do something stupid. But I swear on my life...I’ll never walk away. I’ll never hurt you like that again. If all you can do is start with forgiving me, then I’ll take it from there. I’ll work every day to make sure you know that you’re the center of my world. Always.”
“I...I choose us, Jobe,” she said, her voice choking with tears. “I choose us.”
Swallowing hard, her eyes sparkled as she realized what a gift she had received. Giving forgiveness to this man had taken nothing away from her. Instead, it allowed her to move forward. With him. With them. Face planting into his chest, she felt his steady heartbeat against her cheek.
“We all fucked up years ago, one way or the other. Mine was knowing you needed help to stay in the field but not pushing you harder to take care of home. That’s on me. That’s on all of us that were there.”
Jobe jerked back at Tony’s words, shaking his head. “No, sir. That was squarely one me. My decision. My fuck up.”
“Not in my book. Brothers don’t let brothers fall without taking care of everything—and that included the girl back home. If you’d broken up with her for the right reasons, we would have been good in standing down. But we all knew it wasn’t right and not one of us took it upon ourselves to help that situation. We just took care of you in the field. And that, Jobe...is on us.”
“Yeah. When I was overseas, the idea of being in love and not being able to control anything,made me crazy. But now? I’m good. I’m dealing. I’m learning that I don’t have to control everything.And most of all, as long as you’re in my life...we got this, babe. We got this.”
“We gave our vows today in front of everyone,” he said, “but this right here is my promise to you. My heart is yours, Mackenna. All my love for all my life.”
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“You have all of me, soldier-boy. Always and forever”