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297 pages, Hardcover
First published October 18, 2022
"What's the matter? It's not working."This whole memoir is about self-revelation.
"Oh, it's just the lines, Sidney. I'm having so much trouble with the fucking lines. I'll be all right."
"No, Paul, it isn't the lines."
He blinked, sort of, very rapidly, and said, "What do you think the problem is?"
"I think you have to make a decision," I said. "You have to decide how much of *you* you're going to let us see. It's you that's missing, the heartbeat."
Paul didn't say anything. We broke for the weekend. When he came in Monday, he was a different actor. It was all there, and there was very little to work on after that. I think Paul was waiting for someone to make a demand on his talent. He knows what good acting is, and good acting is about self-revelation."
It isn't there yet, but slowly my insulation is beginning to break down.Of course I don't know - but perhaps the reason Newman put off making a book of what he was revealing was because he felt it was better to concentrate on doing that in real life instead of just putting words on a page. Apparently his last few decades were all about pushing personal growth.
And there are a lot of things I don't get about myself, either. But I am certain that nobody can always be responsible for what other people are. You can only be responsible for who *you* are."And it seems Newman ultimately came to understand more of who he was as he grew into being an activist / philanthropist. From what I've read about the average celebrity (though I've read few memoirs by actors), it's the rare one that takes non-celebrity life by the horns in order to get real clarity about it.