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386 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 29, 2022
“But I will follow you anywhere, baby. I’ll run a never-ending race for you. Name the distance. I’ll go at whatever speed you let me. I’ll sprint, walk, or crawl to get to you. I will never give you up.”
Seeing him felt like a sun was settling inside me.
Happily ever after didn’t always mean pregnancy and a diamond ring. Sometimes it also meant only working forty hours a week and discovering who I was as an adult and as a woman. Who I was as Madison, outside of who I was as a mother and a friend.
He looked untouchable. Unattainable. The kind of man your mama warned you about, but the kind you’d willingly crawl on your hands and knees for anyway.
It was even more surreal when Jamie brought his book out, and he and I read on the couch while Garrett stretched out on the floor, eyes closed and hands behind his head, listening.
“I told you, you’re not in charge in this room, Maddie. You want my cock buried in your throat, you’re going to do it my way.”
“Bite down on the comforter.”
“Then I’ll shove your panties in your mouth to keep you from waking Layla next door and fuck you into oblivion anywhere and everywhere you want.”
⟡ quits smoking (for your son, a child he doesn’t even know) but will still sit outside with an unlit cigarette because it gives him an excuse to hopefully catch a glimpse of you.
⟡ paints your fence for you while you’re at work and pretends it was the landlord and it wasn’t him.
⟡ knows you love fuzzy socks and tells you to put some on when you’re sad.
⟡ finds you asleep in your front garden in the evening and lies beside you to keep you safe from anyone who passes by while you nap.
⟡ sits and stares at the part of his body you just touched, no matter how casually you did it, like what trying to ingrain it into his memory.
⟡ waits for you by his car while you’re working to keep an eye on you, to make sure you’re safe.
⟡ tries to knit baby blankets for you to donate to the local women’s shelter you help out at because you’ve been struggling to find the time to make them yourself.
⟡ skips work to look after you when you’re sick but can flirt with you at the same time???????? washing your hair????? the hair that has your vomit in?????? hair that’s super curly and this man knows how to maintain???????? i– then watches over you while you sleep?????
“I’ll puke all down your back,” I threatened, not sounding nearly as strong as I wanted.
“No, you won’t. From the sounds of it, you got nothing left in the tank. You’d just gag, and I gotta tell you, baby, gagging doesn’t bother me.”
”In here, I will take control because you and I both know you need it that way in order to turn your mind off. I will learn your body better than my own and have you writhing and begging me for more. [...] But outside this room, Maddie, you fucking own me. I will worship the very ground you walk on if you’ll only let me.”
”No, baby, I won’t wait for you.”
[...] He tilted my head back, forcing me to stand flush against him. “But I will follow you anywhere, baby. I’ll run a never-ending race for you. Name the distance. I’ll go at whatever speed you let me. I’ll sprint, walk, or crawl to get to you. I will never give you up.”
”I’m not going anywhere, Maddie. I want you; I want everything about you, the good parts, the bad parts, and the annoying as fuck parts, I want it all.”
Audio book source: Audible
Story Rating: 3.5 stars
Narrators: Krys Janae & Zacahry Johnson
Narration Rating: 4 stars
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Length: 9h 34m