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448 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1985
"But are the childhood years so important?"
"Maria, you astonish me! Weren't your childhood years important? They are the matrix from which a life grows."
"And that's all gone?"
"Unless you can wangle a chat with the Recording Angel."
"I don't think I believe in a Recording Angel. We are all our own Recording Angels."
"Then I am more orthodox than you. I believe in a Recording Angel. I even know his name."
"Pooh, you medievalists have a name for everything. Just somebody's invention."
"Why not somebody's revelation? Don't be so hidebound, Simon. The name of the Recording Angel was Radueriel, and he wasn't just a book-keeper; he was the Angel of Poetry, and Master of the Muses. He also had a staff."
"Wound with serpents, like the caduceus of Hermes, I suppose."
"Not that kind of staff; a civil service staff. One of its important members was the Angel of Biography, and his name was the Lesser Zadkiel. He was the angel who interfered when Abraham was about to sacrifice Isaac, so he is an angel of mercy, though a lot of biographers aren't. The Lesser Zadkiel could give you the lowdown on Francis Cornish."
Darcourt by now was unquestionably drunk. He became lyrical.
"Maria--dear Maria--forgive me for being stupid about the Recording Angel. Of course he exists--exists as a metaphor for all that illimitable history of humanity and inhumanity and inanimate life and everything that has ever been, which must exist some place or else the whole of life is reduced to a stupid file with no beginning and no possible ending. It's wonderful to talk to you, my dearest, because you think medievally. You have a personification or a symbol for everything. You don't talk about ethics: you talk about saints and their protective spheres and their influences. You donn't use lettuce-juice words like 'extraterrestrial'; you talk frankly about Heaven and Hell. You don't blather about neuroses; you just say demons."
"Certainly I haven't a scientific vocabulary," said Maria.
"Well, science is the theology of our time, and like the old theology it's a muddle of conflicting assertions. What gripes my gut is that it has such a miserable vocabulary and such a pallid pack of images to offer to us--to the humble laity--for our edification and our faith. The old priest in his black robe gave us things that seemed to have concrete existence; you prayed to the Mother of God and somebody had given you an image that looked just right for the Mother of God. The new priest in his whitish lab-coat gives you nothing at all except a constantly changing vocabulary which he--because he usually doesn't know any Greek--can't pronounce, and you are expected to trust him implicitly because he knows what you are too dumb to comprehend. It's the most overweening, pompous priesthood mankind has ever endured in all its recorded history, and its lack of symbol and metaphor and its zeal for abstraction drive mankind to a barren land of starved imagination. But you, Maria, speak the old language that strikes to the heart. You talk about the Recording Angel and you talk about his lesser angels, and we both know exactly what you mean. You give comprehensible and attractive names to psychological facts, and God--another effectively named psychological fact--bless you for it."
"You're raving ever so slightly, darling, and it's time you went home."
Of course, I could fake it. Oh, I wish I had the indecency of so many biographers and dared to fake it! Not crude faking, of course, but a kind of fiction, the sort of fiction that rises to the level of art! And it would be true, you know, in its way. You remember what Browning says:
… Art remains the one way possible
Of speaking truth, to mouths like mine, at least.
I could serve Francis so much better if I had the freedom of fiction.”
“Oh, Simon, you don’t have to tell me that you are an artist at heart.”
“But an artist chained to biography, which ought to bear some resemblance to fact.”
“A matter of moral conscience.”
“And a matter of social conscience, as well. But what about artistic conscience, which people don’t usually pay much attention to? I want to write a really good book. Not just a trustworthy book, but a book people will like to read. Everybody has a dominant kind of conscience, and in me the artistic conscience seems to be pushing the other two aside. Do you know what I really think?”
“No, but you obviously want to tell me.”
“I think that probably Francis had a daimon…."
Science is the theology of our time, and like the old theology it's a muddle of conflicting assertions… It's the most overweening, pompous priesthood mankind has ever endured in all its recorded history, and its lack of symbol and metaphor and its zeal for abstraction drive mankind to a barren land of starved imagination.
Sorry, sorry, sorry! Of course you're a Canadian. Do you know what that is? A psychological mess. For a lot of good reasons, including some planetary influences, Canada is an introverted country straining like hell to behave like an extravert. Wake up! Be yourself, not a bad copy of something else!