*********deserves million stars************ If you read Alessandra's other books please forget them. Everthing... This is for me masterpiece of her an*********deserves million stars************ If you read Alessandra's other books please forget them. Everthing... This is for me masterpiece of her and really different but so beautiful. Painful but beautifully unique!!!!
When a writer decides write a book about herself and lie which reveal painful past. Can you imagine what will be!? Dont waste your time thinking.. You wont guess not a little bit!! %70 of book was page turning made me wonder what will be? In %20 last pages were revealing fainful past and Omg last %10 of whole book I cried and cried.....
I dont know How I write more.. Just take risk and bear the pain you will feel and read it! Please!!!!!...more
If I start to write I will give so much spoilers. If ı hold myself back how ı will explain my feelings about book and its characters.. I FUCKING DONT KIf I start to write I will give so much spoilers. If ı hold myself back how ı will explain my feelings about book and its characters.. I FUCKING DONT KNOW
You must read it ASAP!!!!! Why?
You will love Luca You will adore Jules! Aria is incredible sweet and deserves to meet. There are lots of tragic events in their life. Unfairness of fate and lost 7 years make their life lika a hell. But their love specially Luca's strenght and Jules's belief creates amazing love story full of kaleydescope feelings and such a things including a little bit everything. Dont waste your time with three stars book. Start this one. YOU WONT REGRET!!! ...more
What A story What a Characters! OMG every word deserves to read slowly Mybe more then half of book I underlined lots of pages....... This book beyond to What A story What a Characters! OMG every word deserves to read slowly Mybe more then half of book I underlined lots of pages....... This book beyond to words...
Nate Griffin Swayze Morgan Daisy like a broken classes in your hand make your hand bleed and at the same time afraid to drop every pieces...... and THAT END...........more
**********tears.......... beyond words stars*********
With the courage of My dear friend Dilek I start read this book after firs one..... Lets be hon **********tears.......... beyond words stars*********
With the courage of My dear friend Dilek I start read this book after firs one..... Lets be honest. She warned me lots of times....
Book is amazing but at the same time so much painful..... You will love it and Hate so much thing in this story. not because of Author but because of behaviors of bad characters..... husband father.....
There wont be any way for me to give clues without spoiler. So just read it... Prepare yourself worst scenario..... FUCKING SO MUCH PAINFUL BUT SO BEAUTIFUL ...more
ok. last night during 2 a.m I was sobbing in bed near my three month husband. And I was terrified to death if my husband hear me coz how ı can explainok. last night during 2 a.m I was sobbing in bed near my three month husband. And I was terrified to death if my husband hear me coz how ı can explain to him my situatin. newlywedding happp but burst into tears at midnight. it was diffucult to attract myself this book in the beginning but with a patience story started to get better page after pace.. (warning: you really need to know that what mean those symbols writer used beginning of chapter "play,pause,forward. Otherwise you dont get what is happening in there)
just I didnt like Reid's reasons caused break up with Stella and Nate' attitude towards her. both they were really cruel. and that scene I have learned like Reid through end " stroke" made me burst into tears and broke my heart.
book is reall nice. Sorry beyond being nice just you need to keep going at first. it can bee boring or annoying but you will love it.
my favorite character is absolutely "Stella"..neither Nate or nor Reid. so who is Stella chose... naaah.. that is not that easy there is one way. . read it... it deserve to be read......more
I may have not given enough importance to this book because of my translating work.. But this book was really amazing.... with inte5 stars out of 4.5
I may have not given enough importance to this book because of my translating work.. But this book was really amazing.... with interraptions I finally achieved to finish it..
Firstly do not be prejudiced because of book's name... There arent lots of sex scenes or stuff. It is about two wounded people who suffered so much a person hardly deal with... their path crossed and they find cure being each other's companion..
Ivy and Caden's past was really painful and unbearable.. you learn that through the end not first or middle of book... This makes book more curious and you find yourself on the edge all these times......
I love it. I ache for them.... But knowing that always there is a way make you alive or breathe .....being hopeful...
"But... Your Job-" "I left it," " And your life_" " Is wherever you are. Guess you shouldn't have been so perfect if you didnt want me to leve you thi"But... Your Job-" "I left it," " And your life_" " Is wherever you are. Guess you shouldn't have been so perfect if you didnt want me to leve you this much."
this is not a speech occuring between classical love novel... This is not even normal love story.. BUt in that book there is incredible beautiful and flawless love story...
YOU WILL CRY. YOU WILL WANT TO DESTROY YOU WILL WANT TO SAVE THE ONE WHO YOU LOVE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND LET IT BE HAPPEN YOU WONT REGRET TO WITNESS THIS KIND OF LOVE YOU WILL EXPLODE YOU WILL KILL BUT IN THE END YOU WILL SURVIVE FOR HER OR FOR HIM...
there are lots of things I want to say about this book...If I had read it from paperback. there wont be any line which didnt underlined.... Every word deserve love.. every word need to read all of people around the world...
I want to put that sentences here but..... there arent any efficiens space in here. Just read it..
Why she is like that. Does she punish the people who destroyed her life and her brother's life... Absolutely YES...If I were her I coudnt do it like that..... REVENGE was fantastic....... THIS BOOK/STORY is REALLY EPIC.
PLEASE READ IT DONT WASTE YOUR TIME ANY OTHER STUPID LOVE STORIES.....
Allahım ben kendimi eğer intikam alacak biri olsam çok felaket alırdım diye düşünüyordum ama bu yazar kadın karakteriyle beni sollamış. öncelikle ilk kitaptan başlıyorsunuz çünkü kitap seri... Kitap dediğime bakmayın kısa kısa.. Kısa ama kesinlikle her şey yerli yerinde oluyor... harika iş çıkarmış yazar...... Bu son kitapta bence zirve yaptı.. Lana nın yaşadığı acı çektikleri,, ona kardeşine ve doğal olarak Jake e yapılanlar. bu süreçte babasının haksız yere kurban edilişi.........
bir canavar yaratılıyor ama ..içiniz gider.... Öyle psikopat şeylere oh olsun diyecek kadar sizi de psikopat duygularla başbaşa bırakacak ve zerre kadar pişmanlık duyurtmayacak bir geçmiş......
Bayıldım.. Bu kitabı çevirebilecek bir yayınevi var mıdır bilmiyorum ama ..Muhteşem bir şey olurdu eğer çevrilseydi..
EEEE çevrilmezse ne yapıyoruz..... çok dert eteyin ingilizce bilenler hemen okumaya başlasın...........more
Eden? Edie, is that really you? In the flesh Have you ever find yourself in a situation that you wont want to be in but can not help yourself and Eden? Edie, is that really you? In the flesh Have you ever find yourself in a situation that you wont want to be in but can not help yourself and blindly jump into it despite you know what will happen or what will you feel about.... YES I was excatly just like that when I started to read this book. [image] story was really full of dusgusting situations ..cheating....betrayal and loneliness..... But Writer make this book like a epic. language was like enchanting song or sirens who blown your brain and make you blind everthing... I read it about 3.5 hours and in the end I was mess...... Firstly Eden and Lennox was in love (I have doubts in here)... Later we meet Violet sister of Eden and bombs for them ,for their relationship..... Betrayal........... giving up.. tears... three heartbroken soul.........years.... Later Eden is called and Violet needs help....Because Lennox is far beyond being lost.....He needs help and Eden was the only one who rescue him...or NOT...... It was really painfull to read two side of pov... But I was really sorry for Eden... Lennox wasnt strong character.... But he didnt deserve that end.... That Letter (view spoiler)[ Suicide letter of L (hide spoiler)] After that writer tried to savor sisters but. no I cant bear that....... [image] I just applaud the language writer used...... poetic..... enchanting.... and painfull.. But other things.. characters.. plot... cheating stuff..... I hate those...........more
.****** When heart dies, What else is left?*****-.
Oh my God...... I m dying of curiosity..... Who are you? What do you want from Lily?........ [image] Th.****** When heart dies, What else is left?*****-.
Oh my God...... I m dying of curiosity..... Who are you? What do you want from Lily?........ [image] That is the story, That is the plot... You can find everything in this book...... love- hate, clearance- confused.... fucked up- hope, betrayal-friendship, sacrifice- smile,,,,,,,,ad list whatever you want to hear or read. it is like love story but different kind, I mean you can find yourself in cop- murderer intense hunting but not so much.. A little bit from this and that..... This is the story of Lily and J.......through the middle you will want to certain answers to your guestions and want to clear your mind... But will taken aback the reveal ( really fucked up situation) I dont want to give you spoiler... You need to read this book....
[image] Lily, Lily, Lily, What I m going to do with you?
Has something bad happened to you?... There are something you are better off not knowing. Why? Because when heart dies, what else is left? One way or another, it cant change anything. It wont change the fact that what is done is done, and you can never repair a died heart?
[image] What on earth happened to him to make him so....so.... broken? [image] She brings out all the best and worst parts of me!
“I am a beast. But this is no fairytale, Lily. This—right here in front of you—is the real deal. I am a beast in size, a beast in looks, and a beast by nature. I am not a good man.”
[image] “I forget who I am and the world around me whenever I am in his arms. It’s almost as if he holds some higher power which only someone like him can possess. His lips are like candy, and his tongue is like luscious, velvety chocolate. I am simply drunk on him.” [image]
“Who are you?” I find myself asking again. “I am what you need, what you crave, and what you desire. I can give you anything you want, but only if you’re willing. If you want me gone, I will go, and you will never have to see me again.”
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“I don’t think that I could ever say goodbye to you… Not even if you said it to me.” [image]
One of the my best books of the year... I wont forget this and their journey... It wasnt easy for J and for Lily... their relationship flown under dangerous circumtances but they succeded to survive...... Lily was betrayed by trusted ones she loved so much.. But life is life ....
one of the best scenes was Lily and Christine hugging in the resturant...... That was really heartbroken....... it was to door to forgiveness and showed that love is bigger than hate or revenge....
WHO WANT TO CUDDLE WITH J AKA SMIHG, "Seven Minutes in Heaven Guy"?
Im really relieved after finishing this book...It was really painful journey....... Ricardo and Lou-Lou's story were extra ordinary...... I can not evIm really relieved after finishing this book...It was really painful journey....... Ricardo and Lou-Lou's story were extra ordinary...... I can not even make to words...... I m exhausted...
with this book We meet Ricardo's bloodly side.. killer... He killed.. he turned in to real monster.. He took lifes without any doubt....... he sacrificed his good side for his heart....
[image] There were people who have to paid their sins..... And this Guy Ricardo...... did it very well mybe a little more tourturous than adequate.......
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I will not be same after these books...... I will not the same after Ricardo and Lucianne.. I will smile for hope.. After losing so much wont make me give up.... I will remember Ricardo and Lou-lou as real life heroes not as a fictional characters... I will their breaths and see their smiles......
Thanks Ashley Jade for this book and My friends Dilek and Tuğba being with me during this painful journey and feeling same emotions.........more
[image] Yep after first book (part 1) we realized that this story leads to different territories. I really didn't expect this.... there were so much pa[image] Yep after first book (part 1) we realized that this story leads to different territories. I really didn't expect this.... there were so much pain, turmoil, blood, tears,, and loss....I still cant believe what I read. And how Ashley Make it in this way........There is no way to tell you without giving any spoiler.. you have to read it with your own ears and feel it with your heart. Trust me you will feel like you crushed to wall..... Im crying and crying. how I will wait last book. please Ashley make it fast....... [image]
it is reallly sad story which will make you burst into tear whenever you remember My precious unfortunate "Lou-lou"......more
You're too busy destroying yourself, Alyssa. How could anyone else?
..Because sometimes in life, sweetheart. The bad guys win... This story showed perfeYou're too busy destroying yourself, Alyssa. How could anyone else?
..Because sometimes in life, sweetheart. The bad guys win... This story showed perfectly how a book can be as cruel as real life.....There is not fairy tale or prince charming. Sometimes we need to be realistic for life or our desicions. I mean not living up in the clouds...... This story was beyond being perfect. Not only I felt but also I lived every detailed things from this book. Pain..hope....love....helplesness..recklessnes....trying to bein cruel for save your own heart...... As three bookslover friends when we started to read this, naturally our expectations and hopes were really high and Thank God, this book didn't disappointed us.... Mybe I can put here a little bit complain for epilogue being so short...... Otherwise story, characters, storyline, plot... everything were perfect and fitted... [image]
Jackson comes from painful childhood. Before he was born his fate writed with painful ink. His family were into drugs. His precious sister Lily was his everything. Lily was the reason for breathing or trying to live in this cruel world... But one day all promises his unseperable friend gave him break and he find himself in hell. His sister murdered by his best friend and Lily's own boyfriend........ every struggle and every hope shattered in that moment...... He has to kill.... he has to take vengeance of innocent life whose life took from her unjustly..... In this part I really could not able to bear pain Jackson suffered.. I cried.. I cried desperately and lost my heart somewhere betwen those lines/ words....
After taking life of his sister's murderer he has no chance other than making a deal with devil... Deluca.... Because in real life sometimes it is bad guys win not good ones.....
Alyssa, with a beautiful face but painful past..... she can be seen like a whore... but when you started to read chapters from her point of view.. Let alone saying the word loudly, You will even regret that thinking it....... WHY...... When she was so young she has a family lots of people envy to have.. happy, caring and full of love... But one day someone make a deal with a devil and Alyssa and her family has to pay price.. When she was ten years old she witnesses her father killed by one of the most scaring person in torturous ways..... in this part.. I also felt my heart in my throat..... I can not even imagine how Asley Jade put this words on page..... [image] After that unfortune incident her world turns upside down.... her relationship with her mother.. Her mother's desicions like choosing a man who will destroy Allyssa's life..... ( I really wanted to see her mother suffer because she turned her back her own daughter whe she need her in her life really badly.) Alyssa does painful things and pays the price in very harsh ways..... When Jackson meet with Alyssa both of them knows that if they have to cope with their past, demons and enemies they have to be together and teach their hearts to love one another without unterestimating their past and pains....
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I just want to speak about my feelings and mood while I m reading this... I was like a cat on hot bricks... after reaching next page.. I was fearful about what will happen now.. What will I learn.. with every chapter writer surprised me and throw me a curve..... Jackson really was strong despite his past and Alyssa, atta girl you were amazing..... specially thruough to end...what a wit... what a girl on a mission..... If a girl loves a man deeply you never imagine what she is capable of.... [image]
Jackson was really man of his word... Because he behaved Alyssa differently specially after learning her painful past... Moreover when it comes to Deluca and Ford They were incredible and unstoppable....
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Before starting this review I was sure that whatever I write down here it wont be nice or beautiful .. Because book was really wonderful and made my brain froze and emotions inexplicable .. I wish I were as good as with words like this author. But here I m. I just can say that this book wont you disappoint.... You will feel every word and live .... WILL SURVIVE TOO ...more
This writer knows how she manage her pen with a thought and dangerous characters... This book is more beautiful than first one...But its content and sThis writer knows how she manage her pen with a thought and dangerous characters... This book is more beautiful than first one...But its content and some stuff maybe disturbing for sensitive readers. I mean If you are fine with torture, violence or some kind of cartel- mob shit... Here you can try... I read it and love ..But at the same time I ached and cried for that little girl...Lorenzo.. Ah man you are incredible character we know that you dont exist in this world... I fell in love after Sasha said Lorenzo "Im hungry" when he awake and their sweet chat... Go MAN! [image] Allahım kesinlikle ilk kitaba göre çok daha iyi de ben okurken çok zorlandım içim gitti.. O kız çocuğu için .......kurgu dahi olsa kaldırmıyor valla...... Sürükleyiciydi.... Ürkünç şeyler vardı..... sıradan romans olmayı bırak romans bile değil..... Ama aşk var.........more
.**********"Why? Why him and not me?”********** stars OH MY GOD NO NO NOOOOO PLEASE......Have a mercy on me!!!!!!!! God nooooo... [image]
One day I will .**********"Why? Why him and not me?”********** stars OH MY GOD NO NO NOOOOO PLEASE......Have a mercy on me!!!!!!!! God nooooo... [image]
One day I will give my last breath and wont remember this.......
I fucking knew this but didnt help my heart shattered into million pieces.......What a story.....Moreover what a END!
in two books I read lots of disturbing things and found myself in a big mess with Weston& Mirella&gGbe&Bridget.. I had really break down with this story. But in this book..Oh my god. I cant breathe.......My eyes, my heart even my breath is aching......
You Mirella What do you think you are doing? who are you? are you deaf or idiot?....I wanted to tear her hairs... I really wanted tear her heart.......Gabe I know why you chose this way? but How could you do it? how you?......
like most of people I have norms or whatever fucking name you called them.. from the beginning till the this end I knew what is right or what is wrong... Ok... but I didnt things end like this....
Do I care! fuckingabsolutely YES!! Dear Writer How you write that end.. how your hand goes in that way.....You can think we are angry...Im beyond being angry. Im mess. heartbroken... lost......unstoppable alone......... miserable...
Weston... I love you.....Just please come back fight for your heart... fight for your fate.. this is not your fate.. PLEASE......create your future........ pave your path and find your soulmate..her mind is confused. she dont know what is right for herself. Please just awake.......
What will happen to me from this moment. I really dont know...Im lucky because I have Dilek Hülya, Tuğba.iko, they will be my side.But weston.. Oh god.......
This is the story two couple experiencing swaying thing and later finding themselves in a mess or deadlock... Mybe writer wanted to do right thing. But after these feelings and mess I lost my sense of right....You can judge me ...I wont care. I just dont want to that kind of ending......
Yes there are lots of people who are suffered or affected by these chooices.. but why just Weston have to pay price.... Why?? I think I wont understand that... I will write my ending. Sorry But Im deadly serious about this one....
Aslında yardırmak istiyorum ama üzüntüm öfkemden çok.......
Seri kesinlikle insanoğlunun büyük çoğunluğuna ters gelecek bir tabuyu konu edinmiş.( Sanki çok götü ak da bu insanoğlunun neyse açmiyim bu konuda ağzımı ben) gerçekten mutlu bir evliliği olan Mirella ve Gabe in bir akşam yemeği için gittikleri yerde Weston be Bridget adında çiftle tanışmasıyla başlıyor herşey.. Ki ilk kitapta bunları ve olayın başlangıcını görüyorsunuz.....evet yargılıyorsunuz. Evet sorguluyorsunuz. Neden? nedenler sıralanadursun. Antlaşma yapılıyor ve eşler farklı bir deneyim yaşamak için karar alıyorlar( biliyorum biliyorum bakmayın öyle yazdığıma hiç hoşuma gitmedi..Gabe'i sorguladım bu nasıl aşk dedim, eşşek herif dedim... çok daha şeyler saydım ama bana kalsın)... Aslında Weston belki de ilk görüşte tutuluyor Mirella'ya... Mirella ise mutlu bir evliliği ile birlikte Weston gibi yakışıklı seksi ve brdget gibi bimbo eşi olan bir adamın ona aşık olmak şöyle dursun, kendisinden etkilenebileceğini bile düşünemiyor....... ama işler öyle değil.... buraları atlıyorum kitabı okuyun... ikinci kitapta olaylar ilk kitapta karşıtığı için aralarındaki ilişkiyi sonlandırmaya karar verseler de yine bir şekilde bir arada buluyorlar kendilerini.... bu beni en çk rahatsız edenler bölümlerdi Gabe i sorguladım, Mirella'yı ve Weston'u herşeyi herkesi..... Kitap öyle bir yerde bitti ki ...Sıçtık dedim.... (view spoiler)[.Mirella hamile kalıyor... Yemin ediyorum hoplayıp kalkıp dans etmedimse ne olayım.. Gabe umrumda mı. Tek derdim Weston benim. (hide spoiler)]
Ve bu kitapta işler kördüğüm oluyor... en çok canımı yakan kitap da bu oldu sonuncusu... resmen duygu seline kapıldım.. dürüst olmak gerekirse bastırdığım duygularımı tetikledi bir o kadar daha moralim bozuldu... Mirella'nın napıcağını bilemeyişi.. Kendine delicesine aşık( ki ben hala Gabeden şüpheliyim) adam arasında seçim yapamayışı. Gabe in Mirella'yı köşeye sıkıştırıp aklını başına al deyip seçim yapmasını isteyişi.. Ve onu terkedip soluğu tahmin edin kimin yanında alışı..... Ve tüm bu süre zarfında ise Weston'un yalvarışı.. yüreğimi burktu..... onun için herşeyi göze aldı......ama herşeyi ....Bence bu Mirella'yaa Türk soyundan bişey karıştı... Salak yani.....
Ah o son sayfalar ömrümü yediniz... Kızlarla konuşmamdan pek de hoşuma gitmeyen şeylerin olacağını tahmin ediyordum ama bunu beklemiyordum. Bunları beklemiyordum. Mirellanın kararını alması... Weston'un o yürek burkan yalvarışı... gözyaşları ve çaresiz kabullenişi... Ardından.. Haberler.... Gözyaşı...(Benim kalp kırıklığım) Weston.. Hastane.. En acısı bir kolye... kimden geldiğini.. taşıdığı değeri ya da sahibinin gözlerine baktığında yüreğindeki aşkı, sevgiyi bilememesi...
Beni yalnız başıma bırakın uzun bir süre kendime kalmak istiyorum (Banyoya gidip ağladığımı da ilave edeyim)
OKUMAYIN eğer önyargılı olup hikayeyi çöpe atacaksanız hiç bulaşmayın.. Ama yok Weston okumaya değer derseniz KESİNLİKLE OKUYUN!!!!...more
*******************“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to fee*******************“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.” stars********************...
“He is my soul mate, my fresh air, the reason I look forward to getting up every morning.” ... With the my two precious fried's recommendation I started this book.... Did I know what will happen to me in the end? I think Yes....They didnt give me any spoiler but warned me and tried to prepare me this book... But It isnt possible to be ready this kind of book and doesnt matter how strong you are or feel... You feel in the end like drowned in cold waters or million of glass pieces stuck in your heart....There in no blood Just PURE PAIN....... a loneliness no end........
I really tried to hate this book. But writer make it almost impossible to hate such a thing two human being tried to live.....They deserved everything...... They needed father ,mother, warm house and life full of love...Not a mother who is not awake most of her time....There were lots of responsibilities on their shoulders but they are child... teenegers..How they could learn to survive from that kind of mess..
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Maya and Lochie they vere sister and brother..... their love is beyond being blood related.. I know ...I know what will you think or feel.. I feel too.. But this doesnt make it more wrong than right.......and God that END... Why?
WHY they have to pay a price...
Im really mess right now and cant continue to write ...JUst give it a chance and try.....
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Klişe suçlamalarla ya da olmazlarla başlamayacağım.......... Yazar kesinlikle bazı şeyleri öyle işlemiş ki nefret edemiyorsunuz.. Evet bilinç düzeyinizde bir şeylerin öyle olmaması gerektiğini yanlış olduğunu biliyorsunuz. Çok şey yanlıştı... 5 kardeşin kendi başlarına yaşamla mücadele etmek zorunda kalması.. Babanın başka biri uğruna onları yarı yolda sevgisiz korumasız bırakması.. Alkolik ve kendinden başkasını düşünmeyen sürtük bir annenin sevgilerine ihtiyaç duyduğu anda hiç yanlarında olmaması...
O kadar bokluğun içinde hayata tutunmaya çalışan Lochie ve Maya'nın yaşadıkları.. KORKULARI..SEVGİYE AÇLIKLARI.....KARDEŞLERİ İÇİN VERDİKLERİ O PAHA PİÇİLMEZ MÜCADELE
bütün bunlardan sonra diğeri ufak bir ayrıntı oluyor... acı ama gerçek.. İkisinin de kendilerinden başka kimsesi yoktu kardeşlerine sahip çıkacak ve diğerlerini sarmalayacak....
kaçıncı defa okuduğumu hatırlamıyorum.. Genellikle kötü hissettiğimde ya da yıkıcı kitapların ardından kendimi bu kadının kitaplarını okurken buluyorukaçıncı defa okuduğumu hatırlamıyorum.. Genellikle kötü hissettiğimde ya da yıkıcı kitapların ardından kendimi bu kadının kitaplarını okurken buluyorum :))))
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