"But we are, all of us, also wayfarers on a greater journey,this one without end, each of us searching for the answers to the unspoken questions of
"But we are, all of us, also wayfarers on a greater journey,this one without end, each of us searching for the answers to the unspoken questions of our heart. Take comfort, as I have, in knowing that, while we must travel it alone, this journey rewards goodness, and will prove that the things which are denied to us in life will never create cages for our souls"
honestly not to spill the tea immediately but people who say this duology isn't good bc it's slow are like, missing out on so many good discussions about how poc/lgbt/women have been oppressed throughout history and how the effects of this oppression continues today :))) OH, and lets not forget Alexandra also chucked in a few little things about how historical narratives disregard the influence of poc/lgbt/women :)))) u missed that too
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When I read Passenger I really fucking liked it. Passenger was super fun, it was basically a treasure hunt through time ! Wayfarer kicks it up like 50 fucking levels. PLEASE KNOW WAYFARER IS MUCH BETTER THEN PASSENGER
honestly the representation was so ...... *wipes a tear* beautiful. Imma break it down character by character.
“Mind the hour, mind the date, and find that path which does not run straight.”
• NICHOLAS CARTER
In Passenger, race and how Nicholas dealt with systematic, ingrained and institutional racism in his time period and society in general was an obvious theme and I LOVE that it continued in Wayfarer. Bracken's books are careful to note the way race forces us to move and interact with society in different ways, the alienation and oppression of poc in history, and then how that oppressive history is still making waves today. The way certain characters I won't mention bc spoilers were forced to confront their racism - even if it wasn't overt racism but was more subtle .... 100/10 loved it.
Also, the way that privilege was discussed ?? im shook. Like, how it was made so obvious the privilege white travellers had because they were not forced into spaces and times that lawfully, systematically oppressed them like the people of colour. Just aaaaaah.
• LI MIN & SOPHIA
(view spoiler)[ I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE SOPHIA GET W/ LI MIN I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT TO READ THAT WITH MY OWN TWO EYES JGHF NIICE (hide spoiler)]
But anyway. SOphia is my GIRL and i love her. the world has tried to kill her and render her powerless over and over and over and she gets up and gets stronger and gets back AND I LOVE HER. I LOVED how gender was discussed, and the contrast between Etta's power in the 21st Century and Sophia's in her timeline.
Li Min ... deserved more. Like I WISH she had been in it more because ,, she was an awesome, kickass character and it's a shame we didn't see more of her ??
But I loved how the lgbt+ elements of this book weren't angsty or demonised I liked that they were allowed to exist without prejudice and suppression from those around them (I mean, no I take that back bc Sophia was suppressing her sexuality for her entire life) but in Wayfarer at least I liked that the characters were able to just ... exist and be happy without dealing with the hatred
THE CHARACTERS and discussions of race/sexuality/gender were great ! But there was sooo much more I just loved about this
• THE PLOT !!!
we took it from 0 to 100 in this book. The plot of Passenger just massively blows out, and Wayfarer is incredibly complex and broad compared to passenger. the nuances of the story and how they organically grew from the roots planted in Passenger was !! so good !!
The plot was so much faster moving than Passenger, and much more twisty. While Passenger felt like a fun romp through time, Wayfarer was more twisty, more sinister. It felt like going from the kiddie roller coaster to the adult one. There was so much deceit and back stabbing and double crossing it boggled my poor little mind.
THE TIME TRAVELING BOGGLED MY POOR LITTLE MIND. It's so confusing, but in the best way. Love that about time travel novels, it's so difficult to wrap your head around.
THE PLACES THEY VISITED were stunning and the descriptions of history had me shook. I've mentioned before I'm a massive history nerd, right? BUT GOD, we had them in Carthage during the Roman siege, we had fights in the vatican catacombs, we had IMPERIAL RUSSIA !!! THE ROMANOVS !!(view spoiler)[ fucking lost my mind when Nicholas II showed up honestly. Imperial Russia is my EVERYTHING (hide spoiler)]
Also this had, such a massive and satisfying conclusion. I'm so wary of series conclusions, but I LOVED how this went and the choices the characters made and where it left off.
• HENRY HEMLOCK i love you. WHAT A COOL DAD. Anyway, I loved his character and his and Etta's relationship. (view spoiler)[ thankgod he didn't die bc i would have been so angry (hide spoiler)]. I loved the extra dynamic he and his family brought to Wayfarer which was missing in Passenger
• REMUS AND FITZHUGH AND THE WHOLE CARTHAGE CHAPTERS IN GENERAL
-- first of all, elephants -- second of all, MARRIED !!!!! GAY !!! COUPLES !! im so shook -- third, DRUNK ELEPHANTS -- I can't believe I got to read about the punic wars with my own two eyes IT WAS MY FAVOURITE WHEN I USED TO DO ANCIENT HISTORY
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• THE COVER
shut up it's stunning.
• OTHER SATISFYING THINGS
no love triangles. Not one in sight. IN fact, the romance was just the perfect amount and I loved it
complicated parent/child relationships I love that Rose Linden was a fully formed person, because I hate when parents in books whole character is that they are a mother/father. I loved Rose was a complicated, nuanced individual apart from Etta, and I loved that the relationship between the two was complex and a little broken, a little twisted but still important and respected
GREAT writing the writing flows so well, really carries the story and is super easy to read. It's descriptive and rich without being too dense, it finds that perfect medium. The narrative drifts from fights, chases, to private inner monologues, to tense conversations to rich descriptions and to subtle human moments but all of it is written perfectly and doesn't seem jarring when it switches. Also, the dual narration is handled well and I equally enjoyed Etta and Nicholas' chapters
• JULIAN. WHAT A GUY. honestly, really liked him but also wow wee he wasn't what I expected. ALSO HOW COOL HE TRAVELLED W/ ETTA AND THERE WAS NO STUPID LOVE TRIANGLE AND ALL THAT
GUYS I JUST REALLY LIKED THIS
look, maybe at times it was slow. and maybe at times I think it was a lil vague and I got confused. But .... the positives SO outweigh the negatives, I really, really like these characters and this world and the worldbuilding and I will SERIOUSLY MISS this duology !! I wish there was more honestly
4.5* overall !!
"this book is dedicated to all those time has forgotten
WARNING: UNPOPULAR OPINION BECAUSE I DIDN'T FUCKING LIKE READY PLAYER ONE
anyone I saw writing a negative review for this got like, abused in their comWARNING: UNPOPULAR OPINION BECAUSE I DIDN'T FUCKING LIKE READY PLAYER ONE
anyone I saw writing a negative review for this got like, abused in their comments BUT. Im going for it anyway
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unmarked spoilers ahead. ft, appearances from the voices of adele and beyonce
sum up Ready Player One in a single word? wanky
[image] replace with: that 400 page book which used 80s references to condescend people not invested in that culture was incomparably wanky
okay, I'm going to start with the good stuff
• the worldbuilding around the OASIS, and the setting was really good. I thought that the way that OASIS was built, described and functioned within this world was very well thought out and clever. It was definitely something high-tech enough to be interesting, but also realistic enough to be plausible. The setting in 2044 and the way the Earth/living standards are set up are well thought out.
• The other tech industry was a good "villain" in that I thought their motivations were plausible, and the interaction between them and the OASIS made sense. The gamers motivations to prevent the Sixers from winning and ruining OASIS were believable and the worldbuilding was intertwined with the motivations of characters which I liked
• It was reasonably fast paced
• OG. WHAT A GUY.. HIS NAME IS FUCKING OG THE GREAT AND POWERFUL IM LAUGHIN
OKAY. AND NOW I GET SALTY
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First things first, back to my point about it being wanky. I KNEW I was coming into this book to get lots of 80s references, I was fine with that, I was excited for it. I wanted the nostalgic feel of Stranger Things, because thats what people told me I'd get. I wanted that homage.
• things I didn't get: that
What I got instead was a "gate keeping" attitude in which any person/character who didn't have enough knowledge of the 80's was deemed not smart enough and not cool enough. The overabundance of 80s references reached the point of insanity. I can't get over this bit when Art3mis orders some drink and Wade is like 'OH SHE'S GETTING THAT BECAUSE IT'S THE SAME AS *CHARACTER* DRINKS. SO COOL. SHE'S WORTHY'
The 80's references were so oversaturated I couldn't actually separate them from their characters. Like, these characters literally WERE 80's references.
the whole time, it just felt like the author was leaning over me like "yeah, yeah, i know so many references. mhhm, another one, another one. YOU THINK I don't have more ?! HAHA, fooled. Have another, have ten more. I know everything there is to know about the 80's, don't test me kid. you don't know explicit detail of every spider-man comic ever released, FAKE FAN FAKE FAN.'
Anyway, it was really fucking annoying. It should have been a nice throwback to the 80's, not a fucking wank fest in which everyone loses their fucking mind and can't keep it together over pac-man. But seriously, the condescending tone about people who don't LIVE THE EIGHTIES annoyed me so fucking much.
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Right, next up: characters.
Wade was ........ so fucking annoying. First of all, his attitude sucked. But that aside, his charactersation was just not good. His knowledge of the 80's was just unbelievable. He mentions at least a dozen shows that he's watched a dozen or so times, now, I'm struggling to believe he actually had time to watch the amount of shit he has, that many times. His knowledge was all-consuming and it was just unrealistic. He has literally no flaws. his main flaw ? he's overweight and a geek boy who can't get girls. Well do not worry. Welcome to Wade's Biggest Loser Story:
"I spent 4 weeks doing pushups in the morning and now I look like an Abercrombie model :)"
You're a geek boy? well don't worry, you're superior to all those other boys anyway ! You're a nice boy !!!!!! and anyway, *beyonce voice* who run the world ? geeks geeks. Wade owns 5 fedoras. JFGHFJG HE JUS ANNOYED ME SO MUCH ALWAYS BITCHING ABOUT HOW GIRLS FIND HIM WEIRD WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T LIKE, STALK THEM, FAM.
Wade honestly felt like such a self insert/wish fulfilment type character. He annoyed me so fucking much, he was just rude and weird, and his obsession with Art3mis wasn't healthy. His obsession with Hallidays and OASIS genuinely wasn't healthy.
The female characters were so ghdh WE DESERVE BETTER. Art3mis had potential to be a great character, but she was ultimately reduced to a love interest. She tried to separate from Wade to focus on the Easter Egg but then he stalks her and she ends up with him ??? Also, I found it annoying we were supposed to give Wade Nice Boy Points for thinking her "curvy" avatar was hot, when we ALL KNOW it was the KimK type curvy and SHE LITERALLY IS TINY THIN IRL ANYWAY
Aech is so ?? *adele voice* WE COULD OF HAD IT ALL. Representation, is NOT real when it's a twist. It's so disappointing Aech was a black, female, lesbian and we didn't get to see that AT ALL. We get 1 chapter before she goes back to being a 'male' in the OASIS. Urgh, it's just annoying. I know Ernest Cline was trying to do a "oh look, you treated this person a certain way thinking they were white/male/straight now treat them the same when u know they're black/female/gay BUT IT WOULD HAVE JUST BEEN WAY BETTER IF WADES BEST FRIEND WAS REPRESENTED AS A GAY BLACK GIRL. You can't even say this is a diverse book because thats a "spoiler" urrhtgtjhgkj
also fml because Kira is also the reason Og and Halliday stopped being friends like why do they only exist for male relationships & angst urgh
The main evil guy in the evil corporation who's name I can't remember was so plain? He was such a stock villain and he just ??? died ???
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Deus ex Machina
• Can't pass a level? Don't worry, I will magically whip some obscure knowledge out my ass to save the day • Party got crushed by a sinister army? lucky some guy at this party happens to be able to fight them with unbelievable, rule-defying levels of power • don't have somewhere to stay? NO WORRIES, a random billionaire is gonna show up in a space thats supposed to be barred to all characters to offer you sanctuary? "didn't the rules of this universe establish this was a private chat room"" yeah, they did. but turns out there's this other rule where thats not true SURPRISE • Died? Well, no worries. Turns out you're the first person in history to get a FREE LIFE
it annoyed me how convenient some plot points were
OTHER STUFF I JUST DIDN'T LIKE
• There is a bit when a character calls paraplegic people "repulsive" • YOU CAN'T GO FROM OBESE TO MUSCULAR IN 8 WEEKS FROM DOING 20 MINUTE EXERCISES ACTUALLY FUCK OFF IDK WHY THIS ANNOYED ME SO MUCH BUT IT DID • the fact he's called Wade like Wade Wilson it says alot tbh • stalking stalking stalking • the fact I had to read an entire chapter of Wade talking about the sex he had with a doll and masturbating and how it's like "THE COOLEST BOY THING EVER" • TOO MUCH detail it felt like a slog. I was skimming entire pages of irrelevent detail about exactly what model of haptic suit Wade decided to buy that day
So yeah, overall I just didn't have a good time with this book it was just so obnoxious and annoying I couldn't get into it at all lmfao worst hype ever
reread update holy freakin hell how is this book so fucking incredibly cute? Everytime Blue was mentioned (but like, actual Blue) I'd be like fjghkf mreread update holy freakin hell how is this book so fucking incredibly cute? Everytime Blue was mentioned (but like, actual Blue) I'd be like fjghkf my sweet sweet soft boy !!! I love (view spoiler)[Bram (hide spoiler)]so much. HE'S SO SWEEET.
I adored this book just as much as I did the first time and I read it in one sitting, again. So It is STILL an all time favourite. What a blessed book. Keeping my OG review bc it's actually good.
“Why is straight the default? Everyone should have to declare one way or another, and it shouldn't be this big awkward thing whether you're straight, gay, bi, or whatever. I'm just saying.”
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE 🌈 🌈 🌈 and honestly could not have started it any better because this book is so cute and I'm gonna be emo for YEARS.
I am, literally, two years late to this party and I'm embarrassed okay, I hate who I am as a person and I hate that I left this so long and I hate that I ever doubted it wouldn't live up to the hype because it did.
At this point everyone except me has read it, so I'm just going to talk about all the reasons it was great and why I loved it and maybe that will convince the last few stragglers like me to finally read this.
“The way I feel about him is like a heartbeat -- soft and persistent, underlying everything.”
First of all, this whole book is incredibly cute and it makes you feel all mushy gooey inside because the characters and their friends and family are just all so sweet and you're so happy for them when they have their good days and get their happy endings
It goes by so fast, it's so short and enjoyable and the mystery of "who is Blue?" kept me reading I cannot believe how addicted I got to this book so quickly.
But what I also liked about this is even though it's fun and hopeful and full of joy it's also really realistic and honest and relevant. It addresses some issues facing lgbt+ teens and why being a young gay person is still really hard.
I also liked the role straight allies played here and how it was shown just because you have good intentions or a gay brother or whatever it doesn't mean you can't do some really harmful and damaging things to the lgbt+ people around you.
I've never really read a book that dealt with outing people in the closet like this one and I'm so happy this book did that because I think that fear that someone you trust will out you before you're ready is really crippling. In my highschool experience, I saw so many people outed by those they'd trusted because people wanted to be edgy and declare who they knew to be gay and it's awful and I really like that Becky Albertalli took that fear and showed exactly why it's so important people DON'T OUT THOSE IN THE CLOSET.
I also think this really addressed so many little microaggressions lgbt+ people deal with and showed why lgbt+ fears about coming out are still so understandable. This book just did so many things so right for me? Because even though there was homophobia and hate when Simon was outed, there was also so much support and love and that was so nice to see too.
I liked that Simon brought up parenting and how heternormative most people's upbringing is and how we should consider what we're saying around our kids, what we're implying to them and how we're raising them.
I giggle, but it comes out too sharp. "The awkward moment when you realise you've been making gay jokes in front of your gay kid for the last seventeen years"
I've not seen ANYONE else mention this quote but it's so fucking true honestly ?
ON A SMALL SIDE NOTE: There was a small comment in this book which was pretty lesphobic. Basically, Simon says coming out as lesbian/bi/pan isn't as hard for girls because boys find lesbians hot. When I read that I thought it was a pretty fucking shit thing to say but it was since addressed by Becky Albertalli and she's apologised and so that was pretty good to see and I'm glad she learnt/moved on ect.
Simon is really such a good, strong and resilient character? I loved his point of view and I never really found him exhausting or annoying. He's a really sympathetic character and he deals with alot of shit but he comes through it pretty gracefully and I liked that he took a stand where he needed to and he said what should be said and he's pretty nice and I don't know I just really liked his character? Also, his Harry Potter references made me so happy
Martin is sucj a fucking dick and I hate him but I liked the purpose he served and I think he was a well written character and a good example of why "having a gay relative" doesn't make you immediately exempt from doing shitty and homophobic things. (view spoiler)[ there was an awful period of time when I thought he was Blue and I was so so done. So glad that was fake. Also, I liked he sent the apology and I liked it was left ambiguous on if Simon would do anything about it (hide spoiler)]
Lean and Abby I liked individually but their relationship with eachother kinda annoyed me but I hope it gets cleared up more in Leah on the Offbeat
BLUE I love Blue! I loved who he turned out to be !! I just wish he'd been in it a little more as who he was actually and not as Blue. (view spoiler)[ How he and Simon met up at the end was so cute, I loved the way he talked to him and how they were just really sweet together and I liked that he was really understanding tbh? And just overall YES I LOVE BLUE. I loved he was a poc and jewish too like yass (hide spoiler)]
“You don’t get to say it’s not a big thing. This is a big fucking thing, okay? This was supposed to be—this is mine. I’m supposed to decide when and where and who knows and how I want to say it.” Suddenly, my throat gets thick. “So, yeah, you took that from me.”
I really freakin loved this, I wish I had read it back in '15 when everyone else was, but I'm so glad I've read it now. This really is one of my favourite lgbt+ reads and probably contemporaries in general. I am completely #SHOOKETH....more
“That's the whole point of a talent show,’ says Dee, doing a spin onstage. ‘It's illogical, chaotic, stupid, and a whole hell of a lot of fun.’ Dee
“That's the whole point of a talent show,’ says Dee, doing a spin onstage. ‘It's illogical, chaotic, stupid, and a whole hell of a lot of fun.’ Dee nods to Dum. ‘It's what sets up apart from monkeys. What other species put on talent shows?”
I think I've made it pretty obvious I have a love-hate relationship with this series. Some aspects of it I adore - there is solid diversity, good characters, chaos, action, and a good deal or gore/body horror for ya.
But there are also alot of bad things, generic dystopian landscapes, ableist themes, shallow characterization and honestly a weak ending.
FOCUSSING JUST ON END OF DAYS End of Days was much, much more enjoyable to me then World After. I was in a massive reading slump, but End of Days managed to pull me right out of it. The action is full-on and theres hardly and meandering about like in the sequels. The climax comes quickly and there is plenty of action and drama leading up to it.
There were some thing that could have been done better - too many side characters had no personality, and after teasing and hyping up The Watchers we barely got to see them. The ending didn't make enough sense to me. (view spoiler)[ UM, if you're going to have Raffe dramatically change sides can't we at least have some reasoning behind it. Also, you're telling me all this drama about getting a new Messenger could have just been resolved if they'd called Michael up days earlier ???? (hide spoiler)] To me, the ending was really weak and that was a shame. It let down a fairly solid series.
THE SERIES MORE BROADLY I was disappointed at the ableist themes carrying on. I thought I'd wait to see what happens with Paige, but I wasn't happy. Portraying a wheelchair bound girl in book 1 was a big plus for me, but the magical cure is poor representation and disappointing.
The romance was subtle and slow-burn and I liked that, I felt that it never teetered into the realms of unrealistic. Romance remained a sub-plot, and didn't overshadow the central themes which is something I appreciate in YA Books.
The themes were a little jumbled, I felt Ee tried to make a point about the imperfection of humanity being out greatest strength but to me the theme just didn't stick I was hoping for something a little more.
“I thought you said you've slept on rocks in the snow.' 'I have. That's why I sleep on soft beds whenever I can.”
For me, this series and this book is fun but not special. It is a book you enjoy at the time but doesn't stay with you much longer then that. The dialogue, characters and plots can be a little eyebrow-raising at times, but overall enjoyable. They are quick, fun reads and great for curing reading slumps (I've discovered) but they're not much more deep then that.
“Someday, Locke Lamora,” he said, “someday, you’re going to fuck up so magnificently, so ambitiously, so overwhelmingly that the sky will light up
“Someday, Locke Lamora,” he said, “someday, you’re going to fuck up so magnificently, so ambitiously, so overwhelmingly that the sky will light up and the moons will spin and the gods themselves will shit comets with glee. And I just hope I’m still around to see it.” “Oh please,” said Locke. “It’ll never happen.”
the lies of locke lamora is one of those books I see recommended for high fantasy fans so often it feels almost like a staple. There is apparently going to be seven (I think) books in this sequence, but even though the lies of locke lamora came out in 2007 there is only 3 books out so far. So we could be waiting a while
I have lots of mixed feelings about this book. The fact I had to restart it three times is not great. The is literally the FIRST book I've ever had to restart and reread the beginning all over again. But once I got past 150 pages I really liked it, and the plot is mind blowingly good. But I don't know if it was good enough to make up for the 150 pages of actual struggle town.
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WHAT I LIKED
🌟 the characters. throughout this book I found myself growing more and more attached to these characters. Locke, Jean, Calo and Galdo and Chains were all so interesting and well written. Locke is an interesting character because he's not a typical, badass hyper masculine fantasy hero, but he's incredibly smart and charming and his backstory is very interesting. I really liked learning the backstory of Jean and even though he's dead in the present of the story, Chains was a character I was super interested in.
One thing about the characters Sam from ThoughsOnTomes points out, which I agree with, is that it was great how willing they were to express emotion and deal with their emotions in text. I liked that the characters cried, got emotional, were open about their feelings for eachother. I hate when characters don't show emotional, especially male characters and I think how much emotion and the trauma the characters were dealing with impacted this story made it feel much more authentic and made the characters feel way more complex and developed.
🌟 worldbuilding this is both a pro and con for me it's going on both lists. But pro wise, time the worldbuilding is so detailed and complex, and there are so many fantastical and outlandish elements to the city that are explained in a way you can really picture the world and the atmosphere.
🌟 plot So this is basically about a group of thieves who have to pull off this incredible con for the most dangerous man in the city, and then a whole bunch of other shit happens to them. When the plot really gets going it's impossible to put down. Plus, some of the groups tricks and the plot twists are mind bending. I definitely think people are right in saying this reads like an adult Six of Crows. Mind was blown.
🌟 group dynamics and found family There is a heavy emphasis on the Gentleman Bastards and their relationship and history with eachother which I loved. I also really liked the found family aspect, I love that trope and it was done so well here. I liked how we got to see the flashbacks of the groups as children so you really understood how those relationships had developed and why each character was so important to eachother
🌟 this book GOES THERE this may be a con for some people, but I kinda liked how this book was quite graphic and violent and bloody. There was lots of stabbing. I think the violence was not ... nice to read ... but it also felt right for the book? and I think it definitely felt right in this world to have that violence. Plus, I liked there was really tough consequences for the actions people took in the book.
WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE
🌟 worldbuilding 'twas both the best of times and the worst of times. The world building is complex, but it's at the expense of the action. Like I said, the first 150 pages was excruciating for me, and thats because it's all bogged down in explaining the world. It felt very info dumpy at times, and the emphasis on description was way too much at times. Honestly you can skim entire pages without missing anything. This is the biggest criticism of this book and its honestly so true, the overly detailed description just bogged the whole thing down and bored me.
🌟 lack of women So I didn't love that one of the only women in the books (at least until the last third) was killed off kinda immediately, and when women who actually have dialogue and an impact on the plot appeared, for me it was way too little too late. I'm sorry if this upsets people (smh grow up if it does) but fantasy that relegates women to the sidelines or erases them is boring. Y'all the real world does that what is even fantastical about this. It just reeks of "this author didn't think he could create a compelling female character, or worse, doesn't think compelling women exist". I would have loved if one of the Gentleman Bastards had been a girl. And while I've heard there is more women in the sequels, that doesn't change the fact they were nowhere to be seen in this one.
🌟 lack of diversity in general there is barely ANY diversity in this book, and definitely none in the main characters. What a waste dude, we could of had it all. I really think it just sucks when fantasy worlds act as if the only people who exist are white, allocishet, able bodied and neurotypical people smh. COME ON IS THAT ALL YOU CAN COME UP WITH HOW BORING. Again, don't come at me with "but the sequel!" we're talking about THIS book dude.
🌟 the interludes I loved the flashbacks, but I didn't like how they were incorporated most the time. The interludes at the end of the chapter took me out the moment and destroyed the tension of the chapter. I didn't feel motivated to keep going because I had to get through an interlude that wasn't relevant to the present first.
🌟 the swearing I don't find swearing annoying or bad or anything like that in books - I just didn't like the swearing all the time in this? Sometimes it annoyed me idk why
The galleon rode south before the winds of the storm, and the last few glimmers of Falselight faded behind them. The lights drew down into the darkness, and then they were gone for good, and rain swept in like a wall above the surface of the sea
Overall, The Lies of Locke Lamora is an excellent debut, with some pretty compelling characters and a plot that when it gets good, gets good. But I also think it's far from perfect. The first 150 pages was honestly ......... not great. And the lack of diversity is disappointing and frankly inexcusable.
While this book has many strengths, and I definitely want to continue because by the time I had finished it I was hooked, I also am hoping for quite a bit of improvement from the next one. Which concerns me because I have heard around this is the best one.
Overall, this is a pretty solid fantasy, and I do recommend it because the plot is that fantastic after the first section, and the characters are awesome! I just don't think it's perfect and thats okay we can critique things!
“There’s no freedom quite like the freedom of being constantly underestimated.”
"We are liars. We are beautiful and privileged. We are cracked and broken.
☆☆☆ full review now posted ! ☆☆☆
Everyone raves and raves about thi
"We are liars. We are beautiful and privileged. We are cracked and broken.
☆☆☆ full review now posted ! ☆☆☆
Everyone raves and raves about this book, so much so I pretty much bought it blind when I saw it. (And then promptly left it on my shelf to collect dust because who actually reads books when they buy them?)
Anyway, a friend of mine offline read this book and loved it and told me how I had to read it right now because that infamous plot twist could not be missed and so I finally got my shit together and read We Were Liars and was ....... pretty disappointed.
Maybe it's just because the hype has been so extraordinarily high for this book that I felt let down but .. this book didn't feel like anything to me? I didn't care about the characters or the plot or their complaints at all. HELLO you're in the 1% living on an Island please shush it's not that bad. Maybe it's because Gat compared himself to Heathcliff and my eyes rolled so far into my head I saw my brain (which is because I hate Wuthering Heights, not because it was a bad comparison)
Honestly this book was just a whole lot of eye rolling for me. Everything felt fake deep. Even the writing felt like it was trying to be way more meaningful and metaphorical then it was. It makes sense John Green blurbed this book.
There were moments I genuinely liked. Some of the scenes between the teenagers were nice, and I liked Gat and Cady together. I liked the way the mystery slowly unfolded and I liked that this was quite short but still packed a punch. But mostly I was just .. waiting for the plot twist to hurry up and come so I'd know what the fuss was about.
One of the main issues I had with this book is that I didn't feel particularly connected to the characters. Even a week after finishing this I couldn't remember their names until I googled it. The only one I felt strongly about was Gat. I found Gat the most compelling of the characters, mostly because of the exploration of the way his ethnicity (Gat is biracial Indian/white) plays into his experience with the other Liars. I thought the Liars were fine, but I didn't feel strongly about them and so ultimately the final section of this book didn't really effect me emotionally at all.
I really, really didn't care at all about Cady and I think that was the main problem. The majority of this story is about her discovery and her growth and I just couldn't connect to her so I didn't feel any personal investment in her arc at all. It was hard to connect to her and sympathise with her which definitely prevented me from really enjoying the plot.
I also found the family tree and relations so confusing and I was unsure which kid belonged to who and which Aunt was which and that definitely detracted from my reading experience.
THEMING I didn't care at all for the issues of these people. I didn't care to sympathise with their racism, their "woe is me I'm not going to get the biggest mansion" attitude. I found Gats take on the racism within the family interesting, but since it's all through Cady's perspective it's not exactly a great way to represent all that.
Despite how I didn't care about 90% of this book though, I did find the mystery element interesting and that was really what propelled me forward. The mystery unravels slowly which I really liked and does come to a pretty shocking conclusion (I did say "what the fuck" so a star for that?). I think e.lockhart did build up the suspense pretty well, and took this book in a direction I wasn't expecting.
WRITING
I found the writing really annoying at times. While some of it is nice, some of it seemed so fake deep. I didn't understand the necessity of some of the metaphors used, especially since they were just describing ordinary things. I felt like so much was thrown it because it sounded nice or was a nice aesthetic without it being important.
Admittedly, aesthetic is important to this book so I can't fully hate on it for that I just didn't love it. I did like that this book is short though, it makes it way easier to read and it's really easy to say this book didn't drag or meander at any point.
ABELISM
This book uses a lot of ableist language. I can't count how many times "crazy, insane, mad, deranged, invalid" were all used. Just as a psa.
“He was contemplation and enthusiasm. Ambition and strong coffee. I could have looked at him forever.”
I don't know, maybe this book is more of an it's me, not you issue but I just can't bring myself to care or feel strongly about it. I feel like I've definitely missed something with this book? I mean sure, it's fine and I didn't 100% completely loathe it, but I wouldn't point it out in a store to a friend and go "oh wow yes you HAVE to read this one"
Do you know what I mean?
This book just felt like a blackhole of nothingness, and I lost a few hours into the hole and it was okay but I didn't get anything back out of it, event hough I feel like I should have because everyone else seems to have got something out of it
I will stop rambling and making no sense now.
“See the world as it is, not as you wish it would be”
honestly, I feel bad for Oedipus. He left his house to do the right thing and try to avoid killing his dad, just to come across his real dad and kill honestly, I feel bad for Oedipus. He left his house to do the right thing and try to avoid killing his dad, just to come across his real dad and kill him anyway. It's really unfortunate and it really sucks for him. And then he had to go and skewer his eyeballs like yikes he's not having a good time, is he ?
RIP Oedipus eyes, I'm sorry this happened to you. Honestly, I know this play is super tragic, and it actually is interesting how he tried to avoid his fate which led to him fulfilling it anyway but you can't not laugh at his misfortune. Or maybe I have to laugh to avoid thinking about the fact his siblings are his children...more
reread november 2022: alucard emery is so girl queen pussy boss slay
“Politics is a dance until the moment it becomes a war. And we control the musi
reread november 2022: alucard emery is so girl queen pussy boss slay
“Politics is a dance until the moment it becomes a war. And we control the music.”
I wish I liked these books on the same level other people do. When it comes to V.E Scwab I think it's one of those cases of: it's me, not you. I recognise her writing and her characters are lovely, and her worldbuilding even better and yet sometimes it just doesn't work for me
One of my problems is her writing. For some reason reading it I get confused and can't focus on reading, I always try to skip around. It's hard to explain, but her writing style just doesn't read naturally for me. Despite that, I love her knack for description and I think she writes characters emotions and feelings really well.
I liked this book, but at the same time it kind of wasn't working for me for the first 300 pages. The first 60% or so, in my opinion, was really slow and boring. I know it was designed to focus on the characters, but for 300 pages of no plot there really wasn't enough character development to fill it in. I basically had the same problem with A Gathering of Shadows I had with A Darker Shade of Magic. The pacing felt so off. The first half was so slow, only to have the last 100 pages seem rushed and confused.
That aside, I did still like this book. I LOVE the characters (not maxim and elira tho they can choke) but I love Kell, Rhy. To me, each is well written and interesting. I especially like Rhy and Kell, because I feel they have the most complex relationships with eachother and with the wider society. V.E Schwab definitely has an ability to make you invested in a character - and to sympathise with them and whats happening to them.
“Kell has only two faces. The one he wears for the world at large, and the one he wears for those he loves.” He sipped his wine. “For us.” Lila’s expression hardened. “Whatever he feels for me, it isn’t love.” “Because it isn’t soft and sweet and doting?” Rhy rocked back, stretching against the pillar. “Do you know how many times he’s nearly beat me senseless out of love? How many times I’ve done the same? I’ve seen the way he looks at those he hates …” He shook his head. “There are very few things my brother cares about, and even fewer people.”
I loved that Rhy and Alucard's relationship was brought up in this book. I just wish we had seen them together more. (view spoiler)[ the bit at the end where Alucard is cradling Rhy when he's screaming bc Kell is in pain. my heart. give me more of them (hide spoiler)] They are characters who could have an interesting dynamic together. I am a little disappointed in the diversity though, while it was definitely better then the first book, it was still unfortunate diverse characters (beside Rhy & Alucard) were kind of token characters and not prominent.
But urggh can I just say Delilah is the most fucking annoying character ever, I literally can't with her. She's always on her about how she's sooo unique, sooo one of a kind, sooo notlike other girls SHUT THE FUCK UP. She literally drives me insane !!!!! and she picks up every damn thing so quickly like im sorry u train with magic for 4 seconds and then somehow you're on an equal playing field with Kell the supposed best magician in the world FUCK OFF. Like she irritates me beyond belief.
Bu t okay the ending oh my GOD. I know now why everyone is so damn shook up about wanting ACOJ RIGHT NOW. The ending totally blew me away, and the last hundred pages were an exciting rush. I loved how it finished off and it's left me much more excited for ACOJ then I thought I would be.
Overrall I give this a 3.5 star. I like this book, I really do, and I love the characters but really it wasn't working for me until like, page 350 and thats annoying.
war is catastrophe. it breaks families into irretrievable pieces. but those who are gone are not necessarily lost.
in all honesty I was kind of dia
war is catastrophe. it breaks families into irretrievable pieces. but those who are gone are not necessarily lost.
in all honesty I was kind of diappointed by salt to the sea. A definite case of it's not you, it's me .. but still. I was disappointed.
I'd been promised a really beautiful book with Salt to the Sea. I was promised a book that would make me cry and a book that would move me and change my life and I didn't ... feel that about it.
There are aspects of this book that are really nice. Lots of it is very quotable and Ruta Sepetys writing is definitely good, it's really rich. But something about this book just didn't draw me in .. I felt like I was reading it at arms length.
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First of all I will say I adored the dedication for this book. In truth I didn't know about the Wilhelm Gustloff's sinking, and that was very hollowing to me. I think it was a good choice of event to fictionalise - in that it brought light and sympathy to an event I think is pretty unknown even though it shouldn't be, and Ruta Sepetys handled it with care, sensitivity and grace.
My main issue with this book is that I felt nothing for the characters. I don't know why I didn't care about them ... but I didn't. The only character I was very drawn into was The Shoe Poet and the little boy. But the main characters did nothing for me, and maybe it was because I knew what was going to happen to them - but I never got attached, and that made it hard for me to invest in the emotional, tragic side of the story.
I read Salt to the Sea in March and it hasn't left any lasting impact on me. I pretty much closed it and thought .. well, that was alright, moving on! And I don't think thats the kind of reaction you're supposed to have. That feeling of grief and tragedy and sadness? I just never had it. Am I just heartless? I don't know. I enjoyed the characters stories overall! But I just wasn't invested, and the fact that a few months on I can't remember any names says a lot honestly.
“I wept because i had no shoes, until i met a man who had no feet.”
I don't think people should put off Salt to the Sea if they're considering it - I KNOW this book is beautiful, I see the way that it is beautiful and tragic, and horrific in that way that other tragedies like Titanic are. It all just didn't work for me, for me something didn't mesh right. I know I enjoyed the last 100ish pages, but the rest I didn't feel much for. I would like to try Between Shades of Grey though....more
UPDATE I still love the raven boys as much as I did last year
I absolutely adore this series, for the characters and also it's dark creepy aesthetic. BUPDATE I still love the raven boys as much as I did last year
I absolutely adore this series, for the characters and also it's dark creepy aesthetic. But mostly for the characters. I cannot tell you how much Adam Parrish means to me. I love him so much, he is such a strong character who's arc is just ...... beautiful
But I love them ALL so much. Ronan and Gansey and Blue and Noah. I appreciated Noah in this so much more the second time
OKAY BUT I LOVE HOW MUCH FORESHADOWING THERE IS. And this was definitely fun to reread to see all the stuff that I now understood but was in book 1. Like the rock with the Latin on it, or the things they saw in the tree, or knowing about Noah. It was so fun to reread having finished the series and I'm glad I did.
I rated this 5 stars when I read it the first time, because I fell in love with the characters, and how complex they were. I adored the aesthetic and the writing style and I STILL DO.
[image] Like honestly my mate Simon's face is me right now @ this book
A long, long time ago, he’d been given another chance, and lately, the weight of needing to make it matter felt heavier.
The Raven Boys gave me so much more than I was expecting. It follows Blue Sargent, a girl born into a family of psychic's, seers and clairvoyant's. Unlike her family, Blue isn't any of those things - she doesn't see like her family does. Her mother, a clairvoyant, has informed Blue since she was young that the first person she kisses, will cause their death. Cue the Raven Boys entering - "Raven Boys" is basically the squad name for four boys, Adam, Gansey, Noah and Ronan who attend Aglionby, the local private boys school for wealthy children. The leader of the Raven Boys, Gansey, is on a mission -- he wants to uncover the final resting place of Gwendower, a Welsh King who supposedly died in Henrietta, the town of setting. Legend has it that the one who awakens Gwendower will be granted a "favour", and Gansey isn't the only one who thinks that might be worth looking into.
But mixed up in with this glorious quest of the Raven Boys, is Blue's own fear -- her future has been predicted, and worse than that, she's seen Gansey on the Corpse Road, which means either he's her true love, or she's killed him. BASICALLY CUE DRAMA RIGHT HERE
Okay - I knew about Blue and her family from the description of the book but I didn't know about the quest, for some reason.. But it doesn't matter. Although unexpected, the paranormal aspect of The Raven Boys was so engrossing to me. I was swept up in the quest as well - I felt like I was just as invested in this as the characters were.
Speaking of characters, they were so well done. Beautifully written and presented. Each had their own peculiarities and complexities that made them interesting and unique. None of them were cliche'd or simple -- I really, really thought the characters were an absolutle highlight of this. I feel as if I know Blue, Gansey, Ronan, Adam and Noah, I feel as if they're real, living, breathing people. I really enjoy character driven books, and so this book sat really nicely with me.
"They filled the hallway to overflowing, somehow, the three of them, loud and male and so comfortable with one another that they allowed no one else to be comfortable with them. They were a pack of sleek animals armored with their watches and their Top-Siders and the expensive cut of their uniforms. Even the sharp boy's tattoo, cutting up the knobs of his spine above his collar, was a weapon, somehow slicing at Blue."
Blue was a great protagonist, and I thoroughly enjoyed her. While I so often have issues with the writing of female protagonists, Blue had no issues - she was absolutely well rounded, interesting and complex.
Other character highlights personally were Gansey, and Ronan. I found these two the most interesting of all the Raven Boys, though I am still highly invested in Adam and Noah.
This book swept me along for the ride, it was gripping and I was unable to put it down. I was so emotionally caught up in the Blue and the Boys, so driven by the quest and the need to discover the truth. I felt, perhaps, the 'villian' of this was a little weak, but then I also felt that was the point, and that the book could not have been without him - and his actions drove the characters quite significantly, so I do not complain.
I felt the writing of this was also beautiful, I've seen some people complain about "choppy sentences", but personally I didn't even notice them. For me, this book flowed perfectly from word to word - it was so easy to get swept along with it and feel you were there rather than here
Gansey didn’t know how to describe how it felt, to see death crawling inches from him, to know that in a few seconds, he could have gone from “a promising student” to “beyond saving.”
I honestly just loved everything about this book I honestly TORE through it - I told my family about how amazing it was when I left my room for food. I've just dumped it on my sisters bed and told her "read this bad boy STAT" I really, really loved this. I want to start The Dream Thieves RIGHT NOW but I can't because I don't have it and thats making me prettyy mad.
Honestly, loved it so much. Love my Raven Boys omfg let me join ur squad (also can we talk about how Come Reckless by Mikky Ekko is literally the soundtrack to this book)
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“Once upon a time, an angel and a devil fell in love.
It did not end well.”
FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED
For me, this book was ... pretty disappointin
“Once upon a time, an angel and a devil fell in love.
It did not end well.”
FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED
For me, this book was ... pretty disappointing. It's impossible to be in the book community and now hear about this series I totally understand why it's so well loved! I just don't think it was my cup of tea
The thing that killed this book for me was the insta-love. Karou and Akiva's relationship had me sighing and rolling my eyes and thats never a good sign for romance. While the ending did give me some relief and explained why this book doesn't get lambasted I still didn't find that ultimate reveal to be enough of a pay off.
I also struggled with how this was written. While Laini Taylor's writing is definitely pretty, something about it left me confused. I found reading this a really draining task, because I was so often confused by the setting and the way that the timeline would jump around. Although ultimately, the Prague setting was a really beautiful choice and I think that the author really described it so vividly. I've never been to Prague but I can picture it with this book! I also think once I got my head around the whole chimaera and angel thing was such a cool and unique concept.
on the plus side I quite enjoyed the characters, and the nuance put into their creation. The line between good and bad is definitely blurred and I think Laini Taylor put some really good work into creating complex and convincing characters. Karou, Akiva and Brimstone all had really compelling characters that drove the story and my questioning behind Brimstone's motives is what ultimately drove me to finish this book. So character wise, I definitely think Laini Taylor did a great job.
I also really liked that Karou was a great main character who really subverted lots of YA heroine tropes. She's confident and cool and smart and doesn't do the whole woe me im so ugly thing. I really found her to be such a fun character to follow and plus her blue hair? badass.
Ultimately what I think it comes down to is that this book wasn't what I was expecting I was expecting a fast paced, action driven fantasy with complicated characters and an epic war story. I definitely got the characters, but the plot erred more toward romance then action and I think that just ruined it for me. It's not this book fault, it's just not what I went into it for.
I am not sure if I will continue on or not, because the books in this series are BIG and I'm not motivated right now, but it is not completely out of the question either.
I think if you're considering this series you should give it a go! Most people love it, it has an interesting world, beautifully rendered setting and above all morally grey characters who leave you questioning at each turn. Just be aware you're going to encounter more romance then epic wars!
Once upon a time, a little girl was raised by monsters.
But angels burned the doorways to their world, and she was all alone.
V.E Schawb has taken over my life. Haha ,,,, not even an exaggeration !!! She's literally everywhere. All over booktube, all over my goodreads page. EV.E Schawb has taken over my life. Haha ,,,, not even an exaggeration !!! She's literally everywhere. All over booktube, all over my goodreads page. EVEN TUMBLR LOVES HER
I was thinking, boy, that it some MAGIC I am missing out on. This author is where its AT. Everyone is always going on and on and on and on and on about her so I was really excited to dive into this book.
Anyway, greetings from a very sick me. Psa, this book is the perfect book to read when you're sick. It's warm, it embraces you like a hug, and the characters seem friendly and welcoming.
I chose to read A Darker Shade of Magic because the premise was incredibly appealing to me. The concept of multiple London's which can be travelled between massively appealed to me! I love the idea of parallel universes within our own world, and the idea that there is not only other London's .. but that they can be travelled between and that magic exists in some of them was just a really exciting premise to me. I was SO EXCITED to start this book.
In some ways in let me down, but in other ways it was way better then I thought it would be.
“I apologize for anything I might have done. I was not myself."
"I apologize for shooting you in the leg. I was myself entirely.”
Lets just get this out the way
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Like seriously, this book moves sloooooow. Even when it starts to get hectic and things are happening its still SLOOW. There's just no suspense! It doesn't feel like your hanging on each word and waiting for things to happen. You're just reading it like ..... okay
“But the thing about people, Kell had discovered, is that they didn't really want to know. They thought they did, but knowing only made them miserable.”
But on the plus side pretty much everything about this was good. I REALLY loved the worldbuilding, and the way in which magic and travel between the different world operated. The political intrigue within the story also greatly enhanced this worldbuilding, complicating the relationships between the London's and the role of the Antari like Kell.
I also really, really liked the characters. Both Lila and Kell had complexities and depth that made them interesting. I REALLY liked Lila as a female character, she kind of reminded me of Inej Ghafa (U KNOW MY WIFE) in some ways so yay !
“I'd rather die on an adventure than live standing still.”
The problem with this book is that despite it's good potential, good characters. good world, it didn't UTILISE IT. The plot had a goal, but it kept getting diverted by little side plots which were distracting. On top of that, it was predictable. The good characters and world saved it, but it could have been better and I genuinely don't know where the second book is going.
Things seemed to perfectly resolve at the end, rather then more problems being generated and it felt like a standalone. It just felt like this book was a train that ran out of steam, and the reveals at the end were too obvious to be shocking (they were practically spoiled at the beginning)
On a tiny note: this is set in the 1800's, but the way people speak and act doesn't make it seem so. I kept forgetting.
Despite these little complaints, I did LIKE this. I just don't think it was the BEST. I wasn't gripped really by this book, and only rushed through it today because I was sick and had nothing else to do. I've been reading it for days though without feeling like I HAD to know what happened.
HOWEVER, I will 100% be continuing on with this series. I want to see where it goes and what V.E Schwab can do with it. I'm invested in this world, and Kell's many sided coat !!
REREAD NOTES: IM STILL SO FUCKED UP AND I LOVE EMMA SO MUCH AND JULES AND KIT ROOK AND I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY AND OK AND IM SO EXCITED TO START LORD OF SHREREAD NOTES: IM STILL SO FUCKED UP AND I LOVE EMMA SO MUCH AND JULES AND KIT ROOK AND I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY AND OK AND IM SO EXCITED TO START LORD OF SHADOWS AND OH MY GOD LET JEM AND EMMA BE TOGETHER TOO
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I'M NOT SURE WHETHER I SHOULD SCREAM, CRY OR LAUGH RIGHT NOW ??
Geeez, what a good book! Look I've said it before about Cassie Clare, her characters and her plots have some issues -- but her world building is amazing. In Lady Midnight her world building is still amazing. But damn, her characters and plots have really stepped up. I found myself so attached to each member of the family very, very quickly. I was much more attached to these characters then I was to the TMI ones, and some of the TID ones.
Lady Midnight begins 5 years after the Dark War. It follows characters previously introduced in City of Heavenly Fire - Emma Carstairs, Julian Blackthorn and the rest of the Blackthorn family. It also introduces a new character - Christina Rosales from the Mexico City Institute. The Blackthorn's, Emma and Christina are tasked with solving a series of murders that are happening across Los Angeles - ones that could be connected with the death of Emma's parents. But there are many, many complications and a deadline (as well as a choice) that threatens to tear the whole family apart.
This book has soo many twists and turns. It keeps you right on the edge of your seat. It's impossible to put this book down it's such a page turner. So many twists that I didn't see coming. I hate when a plot twist is unreasonable, when it doesn't make sense with the plot and seems poorly planned but these twists aren't like that. The twist is revealed and you just wonder how you missed it. I love how everyone and everything wasn't what they seemed.
I do have to say I think this book would be hard to read if you were not familiar with the mortal instruments or the infernal devices. It makes frequent mention of the characters, plot points and experiences of characters within the other books and I think it could be confusing if you're not familiar with those characters and their stories.
Initially reading this ( first 400 pages ) I had some issues with the plot and characters being similar to ones in previous books by Clare - but as the end unfolded you realise these people are not like the other characters at all. I think the initial similarities were included deliberately to allow for points of comparison, and I liked it.
Lady Midnight had a much more rich and strong plot than The Mortal Instruments and characters who really made you feel, who's troubles seemed genuine and garnered sympathy. I loved the villain in this book - that villain was a more layered and complex character than previous villains and I appreciated that they (unlike previous villains) were not just the "he's pure evil!!" archetype. They were real people, more complex characters and I liked that.
This book also have a nod to mental illnesses and discussed it within context quite a bit, which I liked. Again, the world-building of this universe never seems to end. The Shadowhunter world is so rich and complex and I love that it just keeps growing.
This book made me laugh, cry, get frustrated and even exclaim "this is such a mess!!" at one point (looking at you Julian and Emma) I really felt for the characters of this book. I really did. I fell in love with them in ways I wasn't expecting at all.
Cassandra Clare has some issues I won't lie about it. But no author is perfect and her stories are immensely entertaining - they are emotive stories that pull you into the pages and make you feel as if you're suffering alongside these characters. It's good storytelling and I can't wait for her next book to come out.
I closed this book when I was done, I stared at the cover, and I was so sad it ended. But I'm so glad for what it made me feel while I was reading it.
( LAST NOTE !!!!! @ ALL THE SHADOWHUNTERS STOP NAMING YOUR KIDS JOHNATHON THANKS BYE )...more
god i'm so fucking emo about will herondale i got it fucking bad for that boy
“Whatever you are physically...male or female, strong or weak, ill or
god i'm so fucking emo about will herondale i got it fucking bad for that boy
“Whatever you are physically...male or female, strong or weak, ill or healthy--all those things matter less than what your heart contains. If you have the soul of a warrior, you are a warrior. All those other things, they are the glass that contains the lamp, but you are the light inside.”
It was interesting to read this back now in 2017 as someone much older. When I first read this in 2012, I was not even in highschool and I think alot of things have changed for me in terms of taste when it comes to books.
I was expecting to find some of this annoying or uncomfortable but surprisingly I actually still really enjoyed this book
I don't think it's as GOOD as I remember it being then, but it was still really fun, adventorous, mysterious and has some great characters. I liked Tessa and Jem much more now then I did when I read it in 2012, and even though I've always been fucking emo about Will Herondale I think I'm actually more so.
CHARACTERS
One reason I always liked TID over TMI is that I just prefer the characters so much more. Starting with Tessa, she's not really the badass heroine who fights the good fight like Clary or Isabella, but I still really like her. Her strength as a character comes from other aspects from her personality - her incredible loyalty and ability to love. In her kindness. But Tessa knows herself, she respects herself and she doesn't let people push her around. That takes strength. Maybe she doesn't fight (in this book at least) but that doesn't make her weak. I don't know why people think it does. Tessa is a great character, because she's not this amazing warrior badass, she's just a regular girl who treats herself and those around her with so much love and dignity I LOVE MY BABY GIRL
On the other hand is Charlotte, who's more the warrior type. Charlotte is an incredible character and 12 year old me did not appreciate her. She is so loving and kind and protective of those kids and her family, whilst also being such a strong warrior and fighter. She struggles to be heard and assert her agency, but that struggle makes her strong and I just ??? admire her so much ??? NEVER HYPE DOWN CHARLOTTE BRANWELL SHE'S INCREDIBLE
Jem is so soft and lovely I love him. I wish he was in this more bc like ??? I love him and appreciate him. I'm excited to read Clockwork Prince for more of him. But he's just so nice and good all the time? And the way he treats everyone around him is so nice fjghfj I just wish he didn't take so much shit from people because HE'S AN ANGEL PROTECT JEM CARSTAIRS
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WILL IS SUCH A SAD LITTLE SOUL AND HE TALKS ALOT OF SHIT BUT HE'S BASICALLY A GOOD HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW IT. Listen, I do think hating Will in this book if you don't know his #TragicBackstory is understandable but EVEN SO I don't think he does anything that's a deal breaker until the last couple of chapters. Overrall, he's actually not so bad. He can definitely be stupid but he's not really cruel until the end. But considering his backstory, he's coping with everything pretty well. I know alot of people say it's dumb he thinks his (view spoiler)[curse (hide spoiler)] is real but considering how young he was its not that crazy to me he'd believe it. I think he's a very sad character, but he does want to be good and kind and he highkey hates himself BUT he doesn't think he can do anything about it and jfghjf I'M HERE FOR HIS GLOW UP AFTER CLOCKWORK PRINCESS
Anyway idk I just find him so funny? Like, I don't laugh out loud in books much but Will and Tessa make me laugh. GOD DON'T LOOK AT ME I HAVE IT SO BAD FOR THEM. But yo seriously I fucking LOVE Will Herondale don't fucking @ me
Jessamine, Sophie, the Lightwoods and CECILY MY GF were in this entirely too little. I know I really liked Jessamine as a kid but honestly I didnt like her much rereading it. I need to keep going with the series and decide I think.
PLOT
I did remember the main aspects of the plot, like who the Magister was and all that so it made it less fun. I do think bits of this book are kinda bogged down in worldbuilding and character introduction. Thats good if its a first time but not good if it's a second, third, fourth time. There are some good scenes though, and the concluding chapters with the fight at the institute are high stakes and exciting. I HAD ACTUAL ANXIETY WORRYING IF JEM AND WILL WOULD MAKE IT BACK IN TIME AND I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
THINGS I DIDN'T LIKE
I've always liked that Jem is canonically Chinese, but reading this back it's interesting even though he's Chinese he doesn't look like it because of his condition. Tessa notes he has "angular eyes" but he's so pale he doesn't 'look' poc even though he is. It's hard because I understand it's his condition, but at the same time aaaahhh why must you whiten poc
I also just didn't like some of the ways Magnus was described, but I guess that's supposed to be ""the time period"".
The way that they talk is definitely not Victorian. I know that the Shadowhunters are more liberal but its just not talk fitting the period. I kinda don't mind, because I'd rather not be bogged down in the Victorian era English but I can see why people have a problem with it.
The Clockwork Angel saving Tessa at the last minute is so Deus ex Machina but it's fine
CONSIDERING this is one of CC's earlier works I think it's quite well written and good. I always love her characters and honestly I really enjoyed rereading this, I'll definitely keep reading the others. For me, TID is much more enjoyable then TMI and it was fun to reread this after so many years since the last time.
ALSO, I LOVE THE POETRY CHAPTER HEADERS GOOD SHIT
“That was enterprising," Will sounded nearly impressed. Nate smiled. Tess shot him a furious look. "Don't look pleased with yourself. When Will says 'enterprising' he means 'morally deficient.'" "No, I mean enterprising," said Will. "When I mean morally deficient, I say, 'Now, that's something I would have done'.”
“It means 'Shadowhunters: Looking Better in Black Than the Widows of our Enemies Since 1234'.”
this is one of those books. One of those books that
“It means 'Shadowhunters: Looking Better in Black Than the Widows of our Enemies Since 1234'.”
this is one of those books. One of those books that, when you pick it up, suddenly there's a shit storm of people saying it's bad and insisting you don't read it. Suddenly pages and pages of book related controversy are brought up. With this book ? Totally get it.
I'm not gonna say I don't agree with the controversy because in alot of respects I do Straight up: Cassandra Clare is not one of my favourite authors - and I hate to make it personal but it IS on a personal level because it's due to some of the things she's said and done - to readers, other authors, other writers. (and if you wanna read about this I suggest hitting up google because there's alot written about it. google if your friend)
I know what you're thinking: BITCH ! if you don't like the author and agree with the shit talked about it why do you like it so much ?!!?!?!
one. simple. word. --- nostalgia
“The boy never cried again, and he never forgot what he'd learned: that to love is to destroy, and that to be loved is to be the one destroyed.”
Throwback to like, 2010. I walk into the library. I walk out the library, holding this book for the first time. The next few weeks for 14 year old me are a downward spiral of binge reading. I took this book in the car and on the bus, I read it in class, I read it late at night with a torch because bedtime was past and I was hiding from my mum. THIS IS ONE OF THE FIRST SERIES I REMEMBER DEVOURING ON THE SAME LEVEL I DID HARRY POTTER.
it is hard for me to rate this book subjectively. I KNOW it's not the best book ever written. But I also know this series does get genuinely better then this first book. Like, can I rate this higherbecause I know what it leads to ? And even if I look at it now and think: the characters are a little one dimensional, and the plot is slow and there's some problematic elements - does that take away from how much I LOVED IT the first time I read this?
Like, this series did things for me. The first time I understood why I liked girls and boys and had a name for that was because of Magnus. MAGNUS GAVE ME THAT. This book was the one that made me go out and find more books because I needed to recapture that magic of being totally immersed in a book again. The first book I ever bought with my own money was City of Lost Souls.
SO YEAH I HAD A SHITTON OF TROUBLE RATING THIS. And I kinda struggle with copping criticism on it too. There are SO MANY criticisms of this book, and half of them I just ,,, # same. But also shut up this is my childhood you're dissing.
Speaking of the book itself
I don't think it's awful or great. I genuinely like the world, I think really well developed and has so many elements of worldbuilding that I like. I like that it has a developed government, religious system, rules, culture and custom. The integration of so many paranormal elements: werewolves, vampires, shadowhunters, faeries - all in one never felt cliche to me, even in the reread. I like that each segment of the downworld has strong politics and complex relationships within themselves and externally. It feels like a moving world. Even thought you focus on the shadowhunters, you know there are things doing on in the downworld - that it's not sitting stagnant even if it's off-screen.
I struggle to rate the characters because they are not the best in this book. BUt I know they get much better Alec is so mean ! BUT HE GETS SO BETTER. Izzy is a bitch - but she becomes such a good friend and so supportive. Jace is an asshole ! - he learns to drop the huge walls around him and makes genuine effort to apologise and make up for past behaviour. Clary is annoying !! lmao ok true tho.
Oh, and Cassandra Clare's writing. It's not the GREATEST, but I mean, it's got soo much better. In the years she's been writing her style has really developed and I think it's important we see this so we know where she's come from and where she is now.
“What's this?" he demanded, looking from Clary to his companions, as if they might know what she was doing there. "It's a girl," Jace said,recovering his composure. "Surely you've seen girls before, Alec. Your sister Isabelle is one.”
Look, it comes down to this. City of Bones, and even TMI is not the best series ever. But something about it is still so important to me. I love these characters, and I love this world. We all have pleasures that are a little guilty - I suppose this is mine.
I would rate this a 3.5* but honestly sentimentality forces me to bump it up to a 4*. This series will always be important - even if I pick this up in a few years and hate it with a passion I won't be able to change the fact it was important to me when I first read it.
All I know for sure is Alec Lightwood is a precious, beautiful human and he must be protected at all costs and I love him...more